ixkitty
Let me be Selfish, just this once.
- Aug 15, 2020
- 362
I went in with an internet friend to order some N so we could have our days. Of course that fell through.. I'm not mad at them I'm just mad it didn't come... I'm frustrated I DON'T have COVID because I needed a 2 week vacation. Today's a year since I found out my partner in crime CTB without me. AND I hate having a roommate.
I hate giving up my room for him to have a place, now my room looks like a cluster fuck while he gets to be all comfy and organized. Move my shit around and tell me I need to downsize because I have too much stuff... No... You're intruding on my space because I didn't want to see you kicked out. I fucking hate myself more and more for being that nice little rug to walk on. I'm that person. I hate I can't just shoot myself. But not today... a friend has her birthday today and I don't think she'd appreciate 2 people dying on/near her birthday.
I hate giving up my room for him to have a place, now my room looks like a cluster fuck while he gets to be all comfy and organized. Move my shit around and tell me I need to downsize because I have too much stuff... No... You're intruding on my space because I didn't want to see you kicked out. I fucking hate myself more and more for being that nice little rug to walk on. I'm that person. I hate I can't just shoot myself. But not today... a friend has her birthday today and I don't think she'd appreciate 2 people dying on/near her birthday.
