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frustrated with failure
Thread starterKokonoe
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attempt full suspension hanging 3 times today. failed 3 times. im so upset. im trying my best to do everything right and somehow it just keeps failing. i attempt so much and always fail. i try so hard and always fail. i dont understand why i cant just succeed for once in my life. im trying so hard. i just want to die. please.
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DreamsOfNothing, juneisdoomed, Forever Sleep and 2 others
I remember once I tried to hang myself with a tie in a very sturdy hook. And it didn't worked at all. I tried so many times and I was crying in so much frustration and every time I jumped from the chair I will land in the floor. Eventually, I stopped in complete defeat. It was so freaking weird. Maybe my own subconscious was having me make mistakes so I will not hurt myself.
I wish you the best and hopefully you get a loving hug from your favorite person.
i'm sorry. i also attempted ctb via this once as well, and also failed. the factors could have been being scared of getting caught, or failing and ending up worse off than dead. it's so, so frustrating.
i suggest you take some time to rest, and wake up refreshed. there's always another day. wishing you the best.
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