From 1 to 10: how fucked up are you?

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

For me, let's say a 7.

 

[Oyoy]

100000000000000000000000000000000

 

[LMLN]

10

 

[Living sucks]

10. You can't count high enough how fucked up I am over losing my health.

 

[waterbottleman]

Idk I guess I'd say 7 or 8. My external life isn't that bad it's my mental health that is bad.

 

[oneess]

I think it depends on many factors with my daily life, it's 2:43am right now, so 10 out of 10.

Regularly, without all the Corona thingy, I'd say my life is fucked in a number of 7-ish out of 10

 

[miguel6565]

8

 

[Squiddy]

Probably 7 or 8

 

[Blue Starz]

1... it's the ridiculous society i'm in that's so f'cked up,

i'm good...

 

[mattwitt]

 

[Anon2662]

Definitely a 10. Can't see that number ever being able to come down either..

 

[Halo13]

13.

 

[Worthless_nobody]

10 I'm pretty far gone

 

[Overnoutofhere]

10+

 

[Eastone]

Three or four? I am a bit odd lol, but pretty good overall.

 

[Mr2005]

Depends what it means

1... it's the ridiculous society i'm in that's f'ed up,

i'm good...

I believe you

 

[Donk]

8 approaching 9

Three or four? I am a bit odd lol, but pretty good overall.

 

[Mooshi]

Probably a 9

 

[waterbottleman]

8 approaching 9

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[s1mplem3]

11.

 

[tothemoon]

Idk I guess I'd say 7 or 8. My external life isn't that bad it's my mental health that is bad.

Interesting. Life is tricky. I'm kind of the opposite. A decent paying job and I'd be just fine. In fact when I had one I was doing ok. Internal or external it gets us in the end I guess.

 

[ohhgeeitsme]

I mean, it feels like I'm a 10. If I think about it objectively though, and compare it to just how bad one's reality really can get, then not a 10 at all. More like a 7 maybe.

 

[Notwinnernotawin]

In society's eyes I'm 11. In my eyes, I'm 8. The difference is because unlike most of the people who helped in the process to make become what I've become, I'm still civilized.

 

[tothemoon]

To me a 10 would be three things. Homeless (which I've been before). Locked up in a psych ward or jail (jail preferrably) or Akathisia. So....maybe a 7.

 

[Blutsager]

I don't know... I mean, I hear your stories, your past, your suffering, your scars... and I have to be honest with you and myself...

1.

Really, 1. I have a job, I work from home. I have no mental illnesses. No physical impediments. My dad abandoned me, but that's far better than an abusive one. My mom loves me and so do I for her.

I am terrified of this virus, perhaps of getting it, perhaps of what a world it will leave behind once it is gone. I am terrified of it never leaving. And this leads me to be in this community... to consider a quick end.

But I am still a 1. It makes me feel embarassed then to consider this. I don't know what to say.

 

[muffin222]

9

 

[Moby]

9

 

[ohhgeeitsme]

To me a 10 would be three things. Homeless (which I've been before). Locked up in a psych ward or jail (jail preferrably) or Akathisia. So....maybe a 7.

I've had akathisia for 7 months now from antidepressants and it really is hell. Worst thing I've ever experienced, and I've been molested, raped twice (almost three times but was able to fight one off), beaten into unconsciousness, watched someone be viciously killed. Christmas of 2018, I lost my mom to cancer. In the past year alone, I lost a relationship, a good job and health insurance, my home, went into debt. I had to move in with my father at the age of 33 hundreds of miles away from anyone I know. I've suffered from severe anxiety and depression for a decade now, drug abuse to self medicate, rheumatoid arthritis, migraines, partial seizures, sleep disorders, endometriosis and I still feel like I can't say 10. I think, well yeah this is hell for me, but I'm not living in a war zone or prison, family being murdered, have something super serious mentally like schizophrenia, not disfigured or completely disabled and so on, so I should be able to suck it up. I feel like a baby complaining when others may have it worse than me. This is mainly why very few people even know I'm miserable right now. I always put on a happy face around everyone. I could be laughing and joking around, all while thinking of killing myself.

Akathisia really is physical and mental torture, though.

 

[Lunaloveflood]

4/5 Inside and 2 from the outside I can appear quite normal if I tryhard

 

[andy69]

11 Just like in This is Spinal Tap