Well, I'm not from Egypt but there are a lot of nationalities represented on this forum, so hopefully you find what you are looking for.
I definitely hate myself. I hate how I look (I have to use a stock photo on zoom because if I use the camera I can't focus on the conversation because all I do is fixate on how ugly I am). I hate how my voice sounds. I hate the words I use, the things I have done, and the things I think. I wish I could just be someone else.