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Liebestod

Liebestod

Death is near
Mar 15, 2025
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I have my method and my date and I've done the research on said method since early 2024 and have come to the conclusion that it is 100% fatal and essentially instantaneous but it's kind of weird knowing my life is on a clock now. Anybody else feeling like this. It's like tick tick tick less than x days until eternal oblivion. Which is relieving to me but also a bit odd. But I predict as time goes on I'll become more inconsiderate until the day comes.
 
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Do you mind sharing what your method is? Wishing you peace.
 
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Do you mind sharing what your method is? Wishing you peace.
Firearms, it is the most lethal option but going more in-depth I've come to the conclusion that the best way to do it with a firearm would be with a contact shotgun blast to the chest as there are no recorded cases of survival with this method and consciousness would be lost immediately and death would occur in seconds due to the obliteration of the heart, lungs, and aorta which would cause massive exsanguination, shock, an immediate cut of blood flow to the brain and the inability to breathe.
 
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The thing with shotguns is that the barrel is long. You might not be able to point it at yourself and reach the trigger. Even if you could reach the trigger, because it would be quite a reach the margin for error (i.e. missing the vital part you are trying to hit) might be high. This could result in a painful, prolonged death. In my country (the USA) some states execute convicted murderers. There was recently a man named Mikal Mahdi. He was supposed to be executed by firing squad, but the execution was botched because the targets were not placed properly over his heart. The bullets missed his heart, instead damaging his liver and pancreas, resulting in a prolonged and painful death. It took him four minutes to die. Witnesses reported him groaning and crying out in pain for a minute after the shots were fired.
 
Liebestod

Liebestod

Death is near
Mar 15, 2025
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The thing with shotguns is that the barrel is long. You might not be able to point it at yourself and reach the trigger. Even if you could reach the trigger, because it would be quite a reach the margin for error (i.e. missing the vital part you are trying to hit) might be high. This could result in a painful, prolonged death. In my country (the USA) some states execute convicted murderers. There was recently a man named Mikal Mahdi. He was supposed to be executed by firing squad, but the execution was botched because the targets were not placed properly over his heart. The bullets missed his heart, instead damaging his liver and pancreas, resulting in a prolonged and painful death. It took him four minutes to die. Witnesses reported him groaning and crying out in pain for a minute after the shots were fired.
This is interesting thanks for letting me know, it would be dependent on barrel length but just in case you could use an extendable object like a pointer figure that you could get on Amazon to reach the trigger.
 
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Liebestod

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Mar 15, 2025
689
The thing with shotguns is that the barrel is long. You might not be able to point it at yourself and reach the trigger. Even if you could reach the trigger, because it would be quite a reach the margin for error (i.e. missing the vital part you are trying to hit) might be high. This could result in a painful, prolonged death. In my country (the USA) some states execute convicted murderers. There was recently a man named Mikal Mahdi. He was supposed to be executed by firing squad, but the execution was botched because the targets were not placed properly over his heart. The bullets missed his heart, instead damaging his liver and pancreas, resulting in a prolonged and painful death. It took him four minutes to die. Witnesses reported him groaning and crying out in pain for a minute after the shots were fired.
I'm going to add to my previous reply by stating that with a pistol griped pump action shotgun with a 18.5 inch barrel it is possible to aim it directly at your chest and reach the trigger.
 
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This is interesting thanks for letting me know, it would be dependent on barrel length but just in case you could use an extendable object like a pointer figure that you could get on Amazon to reach the trigger.
pointer figure that you could get on Amazon to reach the trigger.

can you put a link ? i hadn't heard of those.

what ammo are u using buckshot or slugs for the 12 gauge?
 
Liebestod

Liebestod

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pointer figure that you could get on Amazon to reach the trigger.

can you put a link ? i hadn't heard of those.

what ammo are u using buckshot or slugs for the 12 gauge?
When I say pointer finger I mean an adjustable pointing stick, you could theoretically use the pointer finger itself or the bottom of the rod itself. Here's the link: https://www.amazon.com/gp/aw/d/B0CLCRJSHR?psc=1&ref=ppx_pop_mob_b_asin_title
You could also just use a shotgun with a short barrel (20 inch or less but other factors such as height and length of pull are important) and a pistol grip so it can be handled easier as opposed to a traditionally griped shotgun with a longer barrel. As for ammunition it really doesn't matter, birdshot, buckshot, and slugs will all do the trick. But regardless of the type used they will all impact similarly to a slug since the muzzle is at contact distance with the body so birdshot and buckshot pellets wouldn't even have any time to spread. But if I actually do it I'm probably going to go with buckshot.
 
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When I say pointer finger I mean an adjustable pointing stick, you could theoretically use the pointer finger itself or the bottom of the rod itself. Here's the link: https://www.amazon.com/gp/aw/d/B0CLCRJSHR?psc=1&ref=ppx_pop_mob_b_asin_title
You could also just use a shotgun with a short barrel (20 inch or less but other factors such as height and length of pull are important) and a pistol grip so it can be handled easier as opposed to a traditionally griped shotgun with a longer barrel. As for ammunition it really doesn't matter, birdshot, buckshot, and slugs will all do the trick. But regardless of the type used they will all impact similarly to a slug since the muzzle is at contact distance with the body so birdshot and buckshot pellets wouldn't even have any time to spread. But if I actually do it I'm probably going to go with buckshot.
So 00 buckshot or a slug will penetrate the rib cage or the skull in a contact shot?

What about to the side of the head or deep in mouth wouldn't the gasses slug and energy explode the head once it penetrates the skull into the brain, especially with magnum buckshot or magnum slugs ?

To the chest I think aiming at the heart woul be best. So it would penetrate ribs and stop the heart would that cause instant unconsciousness or how long to unconscious
 
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chakravyuh

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in next 2 months i would leave this world forever. My method of choosing is helium inhalation and i am researching more on the same.

This shitty world and its people I would leave all behind and all those people who have hurted me, I leave to god to punish them.

These people have taken everything from me and pushed me to a point of no return.
 
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So 00 buckshot or a slug will penetrate the rib cage or the skull in a contact shot?

What about to the side of the head or deep in mouth wouldn't the gasses slug and energy explode the head once it penetrates the skull into the brain, especially with magnum buckshot or magnum slugs ?

To the chest I think aiming at the heart woul be best. So it would penetrate ribs and stop the heart would that cause instant unconsciousness or how long to unconscious
Yes a contact shot to the center of the chest with a buckshot or slug will penetrate the rib cage.

Contact shots are the most devastating because the projectile has peak energy when penetrating the target; also the hot gases that propel the projectile will follow it into the wound which will cause even more damage such as possibly vaporizing tissue and organs.

Shooting in the head or mouth would work but you have to aim it correctly and make sure the brain is in path that's all, it's the more gnarly way but it'll work as long as you don't aim it at your face or jaw, the side of the head would also cause death instantly and isn't survivable although it would be uncomfortable to do it in that position and length of pull is a big factor there, but it has been done before such as in the case of Gleb Korablev.

For both ways consciousness would be lost effective immediately.

I prefer center of the chest because in my opinion it's the safest bet and I don't want to disfigure my head and face.
 
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Can you ever stop the suffering?
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Firearms, it is the most lethal option but going more in-depth I've come to the conclusion that the best way to do it with a firearm would be with a contact shotgun blast to the chest as there are no recorded cases of survival with this method and consciousness would be lost immediately and death would occur in seconds due to the obliteration of the heart, lungs, and aorta which would cause massive exsanguination, shock, an immediate cut of blood flow to the brain and the inability to breathe.
Wish I had a firearms! But it's really hard where I'm from. I think I have to do other methods:/
 
Liebestod

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Wish I had a firearms! But it's really hard where I'm from. I think I have to do other methods:/
That's unfortunate, if only euthanasia was legal for everyone, then we wouldn't even need firearms.
 
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chakravyuh

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If only I can ask anyone to shoot me and end my pain once and for all. Anxeity, helplessness and present and future pain is killing me every moment.
 
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Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
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If only I can ask anyone to shoot me and end my pain once and for all. Anxeity, helplessness and present and future pain is killing me every moment.
Same here . The only reason I can't hire someone to shoot me in the head 10 times is that government monsters made that a crime.

A lot of people here in the U.S. have guns and would do it for money if the government wouldn't put them in prison.

It's a million times more reliable because someone else can take multiple shots at me . If I do it I only get one shot and have to overcome intense fears. I have to have good aim and not move the gun or me only the trigger before the shot and overcome frear.

I want to and need to kill myself. But it's very difficult to shoot yourself in the head. It would a billion tines easier to pay someone to do it.

Plus living expenses are note than paying someone to execute me. I pay expensive rent, electricity, insurance, taxes on everything, groceries, food , supplies for house., repairs on car , gasoline many more expenses $1000s of dollars per month I have to work like an animal just to exist under threat of extreme torture. I could just pat someone a week or a month of living expenses and never have to pay anything ever again
 
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Same here . The only reason I can't hire someone to shoot me in the head 10 times is that government monsters made that a crime.

A lot of people here in the U.S. have guns and would do it for money if the government wouldn't put them in prison.

It's a million times more reliable because someone else can take multiple shots at me . If I do it I only get one shot and have to overcome intense fears. I have to have good aim and not move the gun or me only the trigger before the shot and overcome frear.

I want to and need to kill myself. But it's very difficult to shoot yourself in the head. It would a billion tines easier to pay someone to do it.

Plus living expenses are note than paying someone to execute me. I pay expensive rent, electricity, insurance, taxes on everything, groceries, food , supplies for house., repairs on car , gasoline many more expenses $1000s of dollars per month I have to work like an animal just to exist under threat of extreme torture. I could just pat someone a week or a month of living expenses and never have to pay anything ever again
Same here . The only reason I can't hire someone to shoot me in the head 10 times is that government monsters made that a crime.

A lot of people here in the U.S. have guns and would do it for money if the government wouldn't put them in prison.

It's a million times more reliable because someone else can take multiple shots at me . If I do it I only get one shot and have to overcome intense fears. I have to have good aim and not move the gun or me only the trigger before the shot and overcome frear.

I want to and need to kill myself. But it's very difficult to shoot yourself in the head. It would a billion tines easier to pay someone to do it.

Plus living expenses are note than paying someone to execute me. I pay expensive rent, electricity, insurance, taxes on everything, groceries, food , supplies for house., repairs on car , gasoline many more expenses $1000s of dollars per month I have to work like an animal just to exist under threat of extreme torture. I could just pat someone a week or a month of living expenses and never have to pay anything ever again
I am in extreme financial debt and even if i will work till retirement and don't spend even a single penny I would not be able to repay it.

How am i supposed to feed my family.? I am planning to kill myself so that my family can live in peace and insurance money would help them in surviving. This world sucks and I hope death would be better.
 

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