Method Found the Perfect Tower to CTB

[Lonerzepam]

This is the tower I'm talking about.

The tower itself even has a slide so I might as well have some fun while I'm there.

It has a height of 100m/328 feet.

It is called Pyramidenkogel if you want to google it.

I'm planning on leaving a note behind.
Btw is it good if I write a personal note to all of my loved ones? I guess that sounds good to me. But I'm sure there is something like a note section in here on how to write good notes cuz apperantly i suck at writing.

So anyways what do I have to consider about this method.

I'm scared of heights so I plan on numbing myself up with some benzos H and ketamine. I have a high tolerance to benzos (5mg ativan per day) so how much more should I consider taking? Might even die of respratory deppression before I even hit the ground lol.

So in theory it should be painless & instant if I go head first right which is sadly unpredictable.

Would the Ketamine even do anything at all if I go headfirst by that I mean would it decrease the pain of the impact or does it even matter cuz I would be dead instantly anyways?

But if I fail which I hope I don't I'll atleast have an anesthetic managing a bit of the pain atleast. And I would probly die of respratory depression anyways cuz of the mixture of the drugs in my system.

So what do I have to take in consideration when doing this method. Any tips & tricks & advice is much appreciated. Maybe something on how to overcome SI even more.

Also sorry if this seems kinda dumb written my brain isn't the best nomore cuz of all the drugs I've done.

Thanks!

 

[old red eyes]

This is the tower I'm talking about.
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The tower itself even has a slide so I might as well have some fun while I'm there.

It has a height of 100m/328 feet.

It is called Pyramidenkogel if you want to google it.

I'm planning on leaving a note behind.
Btw is it good if I write a personal note to all of my loved ones? I guess that sounds good to me. But I'm sure there is something like a note section in here on how to write good notes cuz apperantly i suck at writing.

So anyways what do I have to consider about this method.

I'm scared of heights so I plan on numbing myself up with some benzos H and ketamine. I have a high tolerance to benzos (5mg ativan per day) so how much more should I consider taking? Might even die of respratory deppression before I even hit the ground lol.

So in theory it should be painless & instant if I go head first right which is sadly unpredictable.

Would the Ketamine even do anything at all if I go headfirst by that I mean would it decrease the pain of the impact or does it even matter cuz I would be dead instantly anyways?

But if I fail which I hope I don't I'll atleast have an anesthetic managing a bit of the pain atleast. And I would probly die of respratory depression anyways cuz of the mixture of the drugs in my system.

So what do I have to take in consideration when doing this method. Any tips & tricks & advice is much appreciated. Maybe something on how to overcome SI even more.

Also sorry if this seems kinda dumb written my brain isn't the best nomore cuz of all the drugs I've done.

Thanks!

well, I guess you'll have to be quick as sure to be plenty of security at the summit !

 

[Lonerzepam]

well, I guess you'll have to be quick as sure to be plenty of security at the summit !

I think they wouldn't even notice me as any form of danger. I look perfectly fine on the outside. But on the inside I'm beyond fucked. Also I'm just another guy trying to enjoy the view. If I don't act sus they wouldn't suspect anything. That's why I'm planning on taking the drugs shortly before the final act so I don't act weird before.

 

[MessedUp.]

This is the tower I'm talking about.
View attachment 97955
The tower itself even has a slide so I might as well have some fun while I'm there.

It has a height of 100m/328 feet.

It is called Pyramidenkogel if you want to google it.

I'm planning on leaving a note behind.
Btw is it good if I write a personal note to all of my loved ones? I guess that sounds good to me. But I'm sure there is something like a note section in here on how to write good notes cuz apperantly i suck at writing.

So anyways what do I have to consider about this method.

I'm scared of heights so I plan on numbing myself up with some benzos H and ketamine. I have a high tolerance to benzos (5mg ativan per day) so how much more should I consider taking? Might even die of respratory deppression before I even hit the ground lol.

So in theory it should be painless & instant if I go head first right which is sadly unpredictable.

Would the Ketamine even do anything at all if I go headfirst by that I mean would it decrease the pain of the impact or does it even matter cuz I would be dead instantly anyways?

But if I fail which I hope I don't I'll atleast have an anesthetic managing a bit of the pain atleast. And I would probly die of respratory depression anyways cuz of the mixture of the drugs in my system.

So what do I have to take in consideration when doing this method. Any tips & tricks & advice is much appreciated. Maybe something on how to overcome SI even more.

Also sorry if this seems kinda dumb written my brain isn't the best nomore cuz of all the drugs I've done.

Thanks!

Tbh thats a beautiful spot!

 

[Lonerzepam]

Tbh thats a beautiful spot!

Yeah guess I'm lucky in a fucked up way haha.

 

[Regen]

People walk everywhere under the tower, there is a restaurant there. How do you make sure you don't fall on anyone? Why does everything have to be so complicated

 

[Lonerzepam]

People walk everywhere under the tower, there is a restaurant there. How do you make sure you don't fall on anyone? Why does everything have to be so complicated

I thought about it yeah...maybe it's better to do it in the evening. Or maybe I could climb the slide that goes down the tower in the night. But I highly doubt it. There's probably security there. But if I'd manage to do that I would have the whole tower all for myself for the night. That would be great. Also should I reset/destroy my phone before I do it?

 

[MessedUp.]

Yeah guess I'm lucky in a fucked up way haha.

Im sorry:/ are you already 100%sure, like with a date and all?

 

[FuneralCry]

I bet the views from the top are really impressive. Jumping scares me too much to consider it as a method. I would choose to leave notes to give those left behind some closure. I wish you the best with your plans.

 

[Lonerzepam]

Im sorry:/ are you already 100%sure, like with a date and all?

I don't have a specific date yet no. I'm currently trying to prepare myself mentally for it. I suffered enough. Life's just not worth it anymore. I'll make a new thread when I feel ready and about to do it.

I bet the views from the top are really impressive. Jumping scares me too much to consider it as a method. I would choose to leave notes to give those left behind some closure. I wish you the best with your plans.

Yeah it also scares the fuck outta me. That's where the drugs will come into place. I hate that I have let my drug use come that far ending me up in this position. I really wanted to live. But not like this. This is no life. It's just existing. Thank you for your kind words

 

[MessedUp.]

I don't have a specific date yet no. I'm currently trying to prepare myself mentally for it. I suffered enough. Life's just not worth it anymore. I'll make a new thread when I feel ready and about to do it.

Yeah it also scares the fuck outta me. That's where the drugs will come into place. I hate that I have let my drug use come that far ending me up in this position. I really wanted to live. But not like this. This is no life. It's just existing. Thank you for your kind words

Get that, i hope you find peace in whatever choice you gonna make

 

[Euthanza]

Breathtaking literally

 

[Lonerzepam]

I just saw a video of a jumper splashing his head on impact. This made me really anxious tbh. I might look into SN first and leave this as a last sort of option.

 

[Lifeaballache]

I just saw a video of a jumper splashing his head on impact. This made me really anxious tbh. I might look into SN first and leave this as a last sort of option.

Why do you care? You'll be dead? Or do you mean you don't want family to see you like that in the morgue?

 

[GasMonkey]

It has a height of 100m/328 feet.

That's about the height that Reckful used (Monarch high rise).