Kokonoe

Kokonoe

Worthless, Broken Doll
Apr 20, 2023
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Maybe I've been mistreated for too long. Maybe I've been alone for too long. Maybe it's a combination of both. But lately I've found myself constantly so disgusted by humans as a whole. Everytime I'm around others I can't help but find them disgusting, finding everything they say, do, everything they have, everything they want, the way they live, the way they treat others, the way they treat themselves, all disgusting. It's all so vile. It just makes me sick. I can't stand humans anymore. I hate them all.

Isolation was a blessing in disguise. I wish I could live the rest of what little of life I have left without ever having to deal with another human again.
Maybe I've been mistreated for too long. Maybe I've been alone for too long. Maybe it's a combination of both. But lately I've found myself constantly so disgusted by humans as a whole. Everytime I'm around others I can't help but find them disgusting, finding everything they say, do, everything they have, everything they want, the way they live, the way they treat others, the way they treat themselves, all disgusting. It's all so vile. It just makes me sick. I can't stand humans anymore. I hate them all.

Isolation was a blessing in disguise. I wish I could live the rest of what little of life I have left without ever having to deal with another human again.
Sometimes when the loneliness is too much to bear again, I reach out to people again, try to be around others. And everytime without fail I'm immediately met with the same disgust, hating everyone I know and everyone that surrounds me, and just end up wanting nothing more but to be alone again, to be away from such horrible things. Why do we have to be social creatures when we're all so horrible. It's a curse.
 
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Maybe I've been mistreated for too long. Maybe I've been alone for too long. Maybe it's a combination of both. But lately I've found myself constantly so disgusted by humans as a whole. Everytime I'm around others I can't help but find them disgusting, finding everything they say, do, everything they have, everything they want, the way they live, the way they treat others, the way they treat themselves, all disgusting. It's all so vile. It just makes me sick. I can't stand humans anymore. I hate them all.

Isolation was a blessing in disguise. I wish I could live the rest of what little of life I have left without ever having to deal with another human again.

Sometimes when the loneliness is too much to bear again, I reach out to people again, try to be around others. And everytime without fail I'm immediately met with the same disgust, hating everyone I know and everyone that surrounds me, and just end up wanting nothing more but to be alone again, to be away from such horrible things. Why do we have to be social creatures when we're all so horrible. It's a curse.
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alstroemeria55

Irreparable
Sep 4, 2025
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I feel this, while paradoxically wishing to share my life with a likeminded partner. Humanity looks to me like a doomed species and I'd rather nature take itself back from us. Every time I have to go outside I'm fascinated and repulsed by the people around me. I swing rapidly between hating myself and hating people, maybe because sadly I'm a "people" too and I'd prefer to be a cat or just stop existing.
 
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Kokonoe

Kokonoe

Worthless, Broken Doll
Apr 20, 2023
40
I feel this, while paradoxically wishing to share my life with a likeminded partner. Humanity looks to me like a doomed species and I'd rather nature take itself back from us. Every time I have to go outside I'm fascinated and repulsed by the people around me. I swing rapidly between hating myself and hating people, maybe because sadly I'm a "people" too and I'd prefer to be a cat or just stop existing.
yeah. i wish i didnt want to not be alone like that either. i think it's just human nature and it's sad, we can't be entirely alone without it hurting us in some way, so instead we just have to be hurt by other humans instead...
 
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badatparties

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Mar 16, 2025
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Can't blame ya. Historically is basically human beings doing things to each other that would make Satan himself blush.
I hate the innocence people have.
I would describe it as stupidity and naivete, not innocence.
 
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Kokonoe

Kokonoe

Worthless, Broken Doll
Apr 20, 2023
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Can't blame ya. Historically is basically human beings doing things to each other that would make Satan himself blush.

I would describe it as stupidity and naivete, not innocence.
nodnodnod.

stupidity, naivete, and honestly even outright malice. it's so shocking to me the way some people will treat others and act like they're in the right about it, or somehow that it's completely ok..

some people are just outright evil, i think..
 
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i relate heavily,, things as simple as others breathing around me PISS ME THE FUCK OFF
 
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i relate heavily,, things as simple as others breathing around me PISS ME THE FUCK OFF
Yeah same, I saw you reacted mad to my message I didn't know what to say lol, but I agree with this post and comments
 
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Yeah same, I saw you reacted mad to my message I didn't know what to say lol, but I agree with this post and comments

no lmao its just the fact that you only replied "ok" it kinda gave off that you were mildly upset at the post
 

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