martyrdom
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- Nov 3, 2025
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I found a post that I'm reasonably certain was made by a family member asking for help about what to do with me. Such a strange feeling, and it contains a lot of extremely specific and graphic details I wish hadn't been made public, but thankfully not that many people seem to have seen it and it's anonymous. I don't know how much I actually care though, it's just surreal. I'll probably ask them to delete it. It's crazy to see how people talk about you when they think you won't ever see it. It's also sad to see how much worry I've caused, but I don't care much about that either. It's disconcerting to know random people who don't know me at all were so concerned about me. I don't know why it distresses me.