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Disco Biscuit

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Mar 1, 2020
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As long as their product is legitimate and works, I care not about their intentions or moral compass.

Sure, if I didn't already have SN, I would be thinking the same. My desire for a peaceful way out would override any concerns about the seller's motives.

But when you stand back and look at it objectively, it's disturbing.
 
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LastFlowers

LastFlowers

the haru that can read
Apr 27, 2019
2,170
Sure, if I didn't already have SN, I would be thinking the same. My desire for a peaceful way out would override any concerns about the seller's motives.

But when you stand back and look at it objectively, it's disturbing.
I already have my SN. (Tbh I still question how "peaceful" it will be.) But I don't have some of the other precautionary measures.

You think it is disturbing in the way that they aren't doing this for our benefit, but theirs? That they aren't thinking about this as a way to help people, but only a way to profit?
Otherwise, I don't really see anything disturbing about it besides the fact that some people are giving them too much credit as if this availability is solely to end our suffering. They likely don't actually give a rat's ass about any of us. We are customers, that is all. Self-serving indifference. I think the disturbing part is that this is as close as most of us come to someone siding with our desperation, not true understanding or empathy, but money signs and risk taking.

Still, like I said, I care not about their morality, just that they are professional and reliable when it comes to the product they are advertising. Now if the product is a sham, then THAT would be truly fucked up. Hopefully one day, we will have a sanctioned option, put into place by a community that has the right intentions as well as the follow through with a peaceful method.
 
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0siris

0siris

O V E R
Apr 23, 2019
232
I agree with this. If someone has info that they are not willing to share, then they are better off not posting. I always share the info I can because I find it hypocritical to benefit from information given to me and then refusing to give it someone else. However some people may not be comfortable sharing info and that is fine, I just find it extremely rude to publicly say that they have information they are not willing to share.
I agree as well, we should support each other instead of keeping sources exclusive.


How she ships meto half away around the world?

Won't they just seize it when they see some kind of pills in a package.

This is good news actually. Hope it will work for everybody
Depends on the country you live in. But if it's not allowed where you live and it gets caught by customs, then it will get seized, yes.

Former? I'm not seeing any SN on the craft site currently, but I see a seller with meto and prop and I'm wondering if it's legitimate or if they are even the same person.
SN is now against etsy's policy.
 
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Lutembëe

Lutembëe

Student
Feb 19, 2020
140
Wow, she is literally selling everything we need...
 
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rs929

Mage
Dec 18, 2020
543
I really envy all of you who already got your SN or have a contact to order
 
DetachedDreamer97

DetachedDreamer97

Enlightened
Mar 17, 2018
1,402
How she ships meto half away around the world?

Won't they just seize it when they see some kind of pills in a package.

This is good news actually. Hope it will work for everybody
Well... to be honest, meto isn't a scheduled substance. Heck... I'll go as far as to say it used to be sold on eBay.
 
Deleted member 94

Deleted member 94

Wizard
Mar 24, 2018
696
I think it is less likely a honeypot, as the potential "crime" of the buyers is low. I'm not sure of the seller's country, but rounding up the suicidal isn't a huge priority, save for perhaps two English speaking nanny states. I think it more likely the seller realizes he/she can mark up extremely cheap SN and that the people who will pay that will also pay huge markups for meto as well.

Selling kits to ctb is going to be a much higher priority for law enforcement, just as they greatly prioritize busting online drug sellers over individual buyers.
Perhaps if they operate like a does they can be around as long as him.
 
A

Aap

Enlightened
Apr 26, 2020
1,856
By definition, if the are on Etsy, they are not operating like A does.
 
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SuicidallyCurious

Enlightened
Dec 20, 2020
1,715
is this still going on? anyone care to PM if its still available?
 
CatabolicSeed

CatabolicSeed

they/them
Feb 19, 2020
263
I'm buying it. It's gonna be over a month until it arrives. If it's legit, I'll post an update.
 
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LastFlowers

LastFlowers

the haru that can read
Apr 27, 2019
2,170
I'm buying it. It's gonna be over a month until it arrives. If it's legit, I'll post an update.
I received mine finally, but nothing is in English so it's hard to know if it will work or how legitimate it is. I mean I suppose the same could be said about any part of any regimen we have to fulfill/purchase..but yea, I have yet to really examine the product, just opened it and quickly hid it with my SN.
Now to move on to take care of the other steps necessary and personal matters to sort out. Unfortunately I don't really feel any relief in having these things, there are still obstacles in my way regarding preparation for ctb and regardless of what anyone has outlined, I am still not anticipating a pleasant experience when I am left with the only option of death by poisoning. But my suffering absolutely must come to an end. This method has to be successful.
 
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Abir_london

Abir_london

Experienced
Jun 15, 2020
208
Yes I noticed that too, even got an email from the seller sending me the new website. That seller is lovely and keeps you up to date with the whole delivery process.
Can you DM me his address? Website?
 
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pompey1999

Member
Jul 11, 2020
36
Please could somebody inbox me this source, it would mean the absolute world
 
KuriGohan&Kamehameha

KuriGohan&Kamehameha

想死不能 - 想活不能
Nov 23, 2020
1,801
Anyone who received it, was the outside packaging in English? The box it shipped in, I mean. I wouldn't want that to be a tip off.
 
elfgyoza

elfgyoza

Cursed
Aug 5, 2019
326
Anyone who received it, was the outside packaging in English? The box it shipped in, I mean. I wouldn't want that to be a tip off.
It's all in Ukrainian(/Russian? I'm too ignorant to know the difference, sorry)
 
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0siris

O V E R
Apr 23, 2019
232
Anyone who received it, was the outside packaging in English? The box it shipped in, I mean. I wouldn't want that to be a tip off.
Mine was both english and ukrainian, but the customs declaration didn't state "Sodium Nitrite". But idk how meto is declared, only bought the SN.
 
ThisWillNeverStop

ThisWillNeverStop

Fake smile, real pain.
Dec 30, 2020
141
if it's legit,
I wonder if they ship internationally
Yes they do, received my meto a few days ago from them (France here).
Wow, she is literally selling everything we need...
Yes ahah I regret that I only ordered meto from them and ordered my SN elsewhere.. Waiting for my SN to arrive from Spain, transporter says shipment delayed in transit.
Mine was both english and ukrainian, but the customs declaration didn't state "Sodium Nitrite". But idk how meto is declared, only bought the SN.
Mine was both French and Ukrainian, Meto declared as "gift" for the postal service / transporter.
 
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Lutembëe

Lutembëe

Student
Feb 19, 2020
140
I've just seen that she removed meto from both craft site and her site. And she changed the name of SN on her site. Wondering what's happening...
 
ThisWillNeverStop

ThisWillNeverStop

Fake smile, real pain.
Dec 30, 2020
141
I've just seen that she removed meto from both craft site and her site. And she changed the name of SN on her site. Wondering what's happening...
Damn I'm glad I received my meto this week !
But I still see SN listed as SN, what do you mean ?
 
Lutembëe

Lutembëe

Student
Feb 19, 2020
140
Damn I'm glad I received my meto this week !
But I still see SN listed as SN, what do you mean ?
She called it "additive" on her website instead of SN. That was not like that beforehand
 
lucacaro

lucacaro

Star
Dec 17, 2020
212
Could someone PM me this source?
 
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Deleted member 22624

One foot in the grave
Oct 7, 2020
1,085
Please could someone PM me the source too?
 
CatabolicSeed

CatabolicSeed

they/them
Feb 19, 2020
263
Update: Mine just got here, can confirm this is legit!
 
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Lutembëe

Lutembëe

Student
Feb 19, 2020
140
The SN and the meds don't appear on her website anymore.
 
oono

oono

Student
Aug 26, 2020
196
I don't understand why overnight there is no more sn or meto on the site ... meto is hard to find elsewhere, unless you lie to a doctor: /
 
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pompey1999

Member
Jul 11, 2020
36
Update: Mine just got here, can confirm this is legit!
Hey bro, which country did you order it too? :) I'm still waiting on mine, but ordered it a bit after so trying to work out how long it will take :)
Update: Mine just got here, can confirm this is legit!
And what exact date did you order it please? X
 
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CatabolicSeed

CatabolicSeed

they/them
Feb 19, 2020
263
Hey bro, which country did you order it too? :) I'm still waiting on mine, but ordered it a bit after so trying to work out how long it will take :)

And what exact date did you order it please? X
About a month ago, I posted earlier in the thread when I ordered
 

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