I think in ideal world being virgin at 25 should be completely valid reason to access euthanasia. Nobody owes us sex, but at least we should be allowed to leave with dignity, instead of living in a world where we are unwanted.
I can't express the amount of loneliness, rejection and shame I feel about this. It feels like my organs are phisically ripping apart. Sometimes it gets better for few months and then it hits me again full force. I don't feel like I'm processing it, no metter how much meditation or therapy I do. I feel like my body is just programmed to not accept this.
People say sex doesn't metter. But not stupid enough to see that they are full lf shit when saying that.
I'm almost sure I'm not going to live till the end of summer. My plan is full suspension and then I'm out of here. My desire to die is burning, it feels good when I think about it.
I can't express the amount of loneliness, rejection and shame I feel about this. It feels like my organs are phisically ripping apart. Sometimes it gets better for few months and then it hits me again full force. I don't feel like I'm processing it, no metter how much meditation or therapy I do. I feel like my body is just programmed to not accept this.
People say sex doesn't metter. But not stupid enough to see that they are full lf shit when saying that.
I'm almost sure I'm not going to live till the end of summer. My plan is full suspension and then I'm out of here. My desire to die is burning, it feels good when I think about it.
