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- May 5, 2022
- 824
Forcing myself to get up and go to work. I didn't hate my job until I got transferred to another location. Full of crime, poverty, profanity, and negative energy. I'm having an internal debate with leaving everything behind. Throwing away 13 years. but if I do that.. I'm afraid I'm really done.
I dont have the energy to start over again. To struggle all over again. I would have no choice but to make final plans. And I don't want to. If I could just get out of this location I could last a while longer on this earth.
Employers don't care about you though. It's all about the business.
Maybe I should take some time off and clear my head.
Figure out what I want to be doing. I'm scared the of the answer.
I dont have the energy to start over again. To struggle all over again. I would have no choice but to make final plans. And I don't want to. If I could just get out of this location I could last a while longer on this earth.
Employers don't care about you though. It's all about the business.
Maybe I should take some time off and clear my head.
Figure out what I want to be doing. I'm scared the of the answer.
