Did you feel forced to live?

  • Yes

    Votes: 33 94.3%
  • No

    Votes: 2 5.7%

  • Total voters
    35
EndJstifiesTheMeans

EndJstifiesTheMeans

Bad english, didn't go to school sorry
May 14, 2023
448
Im feeling forced to live..
I wish this society wasn't so cruel and let you ctb peacefully
Instead of meaningless suffer and rotting
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
9,885
Yes- because I don't want to upset my Dad by CTB. Ironic that he's also 50% of the biological reason I was 'forced' to live from the start.

As for society- it feels more like we're being held hostage. We CAN try to escape but it will be difficult and there'll be trouble if we mess it up.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
11,545
Well yes somehow I'm forced to live due to the "usual" reasons that may make many of us hesitate (like family, hope, not wanting to hurt others and so on) and obviously my situation is not desperate and hopeless enough to just switch off everything and do ctb.
 
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chloramine

Mage
Apr 18, 2022
505
The fact that you can lose your autonomy and freedom if you try to die and fail/get caught makes it feel that way yeah. Even if it's something you wouldn't do yet anyways, you can't truly give consent if people will hurt you for choosing the other option.
 
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The anhedonic one

The anhedonic one

Dead inside
May 20, 2023
1,070
We are encased in flesh prisons and forced to live on a prison planet.
Escaping this torturous existential bondage is seriously difficult.
So please, just fucking kill me already.
 
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Deathisbetter

Student
Jun 3, 2023
189
We are encased in flesh prisons and forced to live on a prison planet.
Escaping this torturous existential bondage is seriously difficult.
So please, just fucking kill me already.
💯% fucking hate it here trying to order some rope and some other way to CTB I feel forced every single day!! I don't want to be here anymore but there is no way at the moment to fight for the right to die it sucks I wish we could all go grab signs for the right to die like vegans and protest but we'd just get mocked attacked and jailed and have ambulances called on all of us paramedics to take all of us to the psych ward :(
 
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The anhedonic one

The anhedonic one

Dead inside
May 20, 2023
1,070
💯% fucking hate it here trying to order some rope and some other way to CTB I feel forced every single day!! I don't want to be here anymore but there is no way at the moment to fight for the right to die it sucks I wish we could all go grab signs for the right to die like vegans and protest but we'd just get mocked attacked and jailed and have ambulances called on all of us paramedics to take all of us to the psych ward :(
So true: we are treated like criminals because we are suffering, and hated because we need to end our suffering.
 
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Daxter_87

Daxter_87

If my name is crossed out, hopefully I'm dead.
May 28, 2023
400
Of course I am. If there was a way out of here, I would have left many years ago, as soon as I realized that life is malignant and futile. And obviously my family doesn't want me to go, as they would lose their "pet".
 
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MiraiShisen

MiraiShisen

Student
Jun 15, 2023
175
I know that I have option to end it, but almost everybody is forced to live through social construct, its taboo to speak about it and people just have to have that "opinion" that its bad (to keep their fake mask in society) Because we do not speak openly about this and we are pretending that we live in fairy tale people like us are somehow forced to be here withstand every fucking thing life throw at us. If I did not have family I would not feel bad about ending myself, I am just sad because they lose me, we somehow also live for others. If my family knew that I am going to ctb then they would be sad and probably tried to stop me. Too bad we as a society or humans do not understand death or are not so often in contant with it so we automaticaly think bad about it, if we were open and understand that there are situations where life is just pain and suffering there would be a less sadnes after someone ctb because family would know it and allowed it, also they would try to help firstly but yeah reality sometimes is shit so I would be glad and happy if my family knew it, understand it why I am going to do it and we could actually talk before it and say good bye.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
38,945
Unfortunately yes, as after all we exist in such a harmful world where suicide is made as difficult as possible, I see having the ability to exist here as being such a terrible punishment. I certainly wish I wasn't burdened with existence in the first place as it would have prevented all suffering, it's inhumane how we cannot just escape from everything in peace, none of us should feel like we are forced to suffer.
 
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magician99

magician99

Member
Jun 11, 2023
97
I agree.

Assisted suicide/Euthanasia should be legal for anyone, anywhere.

The people who disagree lack basic human empathy.
 
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alonely

alonely

exists by being merely labeled
Jul 1, 2023
471
Went with no. If I choose to CTB, I can. Even though pro lifers are trying to force people to live, they can't take away every possible option. They are only making it harder and less peaceful to go.
 

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