Mariomcfly

Mariomcfly

Student
Jun 2, 2019
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My time is coming to end with 90% Chance being this weekend. Today was full of emotions I cried, laughed, got angry etc. I wrote down the things I'm going to miss they aren't a lot at least not enough to combat this pain a feel everyday. But the one thing im really going to miss is the upcoming football season and fantasy football they were always my distractions. My question to you guys that are heavily considering Ctb soon what will you miss? Who know maybe they have football where ever we go after we die. Lol!
 
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alizee

alizee

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Jul 22, 2018
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I think the universe eternally recurs all external forces for infinity and thus repeating all events in order to have the same identical life again. So it's hard to miss anything if it will be lived again forever. Rick and Morty is a great show. I cannot tell if Rick really knows that free will is an illusion and because he implies he believes in free will from the episode where he gives the impression he has to make his life interesting to please God. Thus he assumes he makes choices to not bore God but that goes against science and understanding all things are deterministic. Even with quantum physics such as an unpredictable variable entering our system out of empty space.. it will still effect everything as an external force and thus everything is still abiding by determinism. What's your favourite episode of Rick and Morty?
 
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Mariomcfly

Mariomcfly

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Jun 2, 2019
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I think the universe eternally recurs all external forces for infinity and thus repeating all events in order to have the same identical life again. So it's hard to miss anything if it will be lived again forever. Rick and Morty is a great show. I cannot tell if Rick really knows that free will is an illusion and because he implies he believes in free will from the episode where he gives the impression he has to make his life interesting to please God. Thus he assumes he makes choices to not bore God but that goes against science and understanding all things are deterministic. Even with quantum physics such as an unpredictable variable entering our system out of empty space.. it will still effect everything as an external force and thus everything is still abiding by determinism. What's your favourite episode of Rick and Morty?
Great take on the universe I guess I will see what's out there soon. My favorite episode is where bird person is getting married. I specially like at the end Rick starts to sing Baker Street in the ship laid back. I will defiantly cram a little Rick and Morty on my final hours.
 
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alizee

alizee

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Jul 22, 2018
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Great take on the universe I guess I will see what's out there soon. My favorite episode is where bird person is getting married. I specially like at the end Rick starts to sing Baker Street in the ship laid back. I will defiantly cram a little Rick and Morty on my final hours.
That episode was great and surprised me when bird person got shot. Also I like to think if my theory is incorrect it's because there is a deterministic "all mighty being" that manipulates the deterministic universe and where there could be a place for you to play football again. It's a long shot because this deterministic universe seems pretty ugly with how everything unfolds. I don't really have a favourite episode but I like the ending of the episode with nub nub. Morty was so pissed lol.
 
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not_a_robot

not_a_robot

"i hope the leaving is joyful, & never to return"
May 30, 2019
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comedy, laughter. Finding a really funny show and binging it.
Cats. Dogs. Animals in general.
Weed. Nature. Solitude.
I think that covers what I'll miss.
I think the universe eternally recurs all external forces for infinity and thus repeating all events in order to have the same identical life again. So it's hard to miss anything if it will be lived again forever. Rick and Morty is a great show. I cannot tell if Rick really knows that free will is an illusion and because he implies he believes in free will from the episode where he gives the impression he has to make his life interesting to please God. Thus he assumes he makes choices to not bore God but that goes against science and understanding all things are deterministic. Even with quantum physics such as an unpredictable variable entering our system out of empty space.. it will still effect everything as an external force and thus everything is still abiding by determinism. What's your favourite episode of Rick and Morty?
best clip ever.
 
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LMFAO FOCKERS

Lost in Aokigahara
May 26, 2019
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I don't think I'll miss anything. Nothing brings a dopamine deficient brain pleasure so I no longer have a concept of missing anything or caring. It's all the same.
 
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bugfriendly

bugfriendly

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Apr 14, 2019
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Music. The rave scene, electronic music. Indie rock too. I love animals too. Reptiles, frogs and toads. All that. The bad most definitely cancels out the good.. but still there are things I do love. No longer any people though so nothing is holding me back to much lol
 
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tren

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Jun 4, 2019
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So many fun things to try before ending it though. If you are already at that point then what is there to lose? Steroids make you feel like a god among men. Everything gets amplified. Complete personality and physical change. Very fun.

Psychedelics would probably mess most people up here due to the depression and anxiety which could get amplified with the exception of DMT. You will die and end up somewhere....with those entities who talk to you telepathically. If you go to the highest level you will realise you are god itself - consciousness. Everything is one. Very very fun and mind blowing. It would probably steer 90% of the people away from suicide. Not that it even matters anyway since you are everyone (consciousness) minus the ego and flesh.
 
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throwaway777

一人、部屋で、独り。
Oct 3, 2018
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music and my friends
 
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mea.culpa

mea.culpa

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Jun 4, 2019
6
Great take on the universe I guess I will see what's out there soon. My favorite episode is where bird person is getting married. I specially like at the end Rick starts to sing Baker Street in the ship laid back. I will defiantly cram a little Rick and Morty on my final hours.
In case you weren't aware, they announced a new season upcoming! For me, CTB probably isn't in the immediate future, and so this news helps me to endure! (Silly as that might sound, I bet the members of this community understand that seemingly trivial things can do an impressively good job of anchoring us to this life.)
 
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sage

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May 27, 2019
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there are things that i love in this world, but i like to assure myself that im not going to "miss" anything..when im dead absolutely everything will stop, so theres no room for regret.
 
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LADY007

LADY007

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Feb 25, 2020
372
I convinced myself that all the people and things I love will be there when I die. Who has any proof they won't ??? I have a choice of what I believe. How sad it would be to think everything is lost where we go. If all the things we love are there...what a shame we lived our last days thinking they were gone !! Could happen !!
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
37,160
If I was able to miss anything after I die, there is nothing that I would miss. Instead, there are only things that I am very glad to be leaving behind. I see life as being so horrifying and I will certainly not miss such an empty existence. Peace does not exist in my life, it will only exist in death and I long to be free from the torture that is existing.
 
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WorthlessTrash

Worthless
Apr 19, 2022
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My cats, family and some friends.

I wish it did not have to come to this.
 
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Fengshuiside

Fengshuiside

Dream of another way out <3
Apr 21, 2022
78
Ill miss the music.

However, I'm so numb that I miss it already while I'm alive so that doesn't really help. I just wish I could experience the music I've found in my lifetime like how I experienced music as a kid. It was psychedelic. Now it's just well organized noise with a rhythmn. Fuck.
 

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