Discussion For those horribly abused by parents since childhood into adulthood, how are you holding up now?

[happysunnydayy]

I feel like all my mental illnesses and issues stem from being abused severely (verbal physical and sexual) from birth til adulthood. i think you're destined to fail and die if you were abused so horribly by your parents all your life.

 

[Pale_Rider]

Well I have DID. So im messed up. There is no cure. It doesn't go away. Maybe you get drunk so it doesnt matter maybe. IDK. If Im on this site Im not thinking to good about it.

 

[DazaiKinnie]

Pretty horrible. Even with most of my memories gone it's still crap(I have myriad of issues)

 

[Pluto]

 

[JamesMoonDerWater]

Horribly. Not by my biological parents that much, but my stepmom and my dad's parents really gave the hardest time.

I also was abused sexually at 4, I personally feel like it was so obvious and so on their face but I think they'd rather not see it at all. I think that goes for all of the abuse tbfr. All I mean is that I understand completely what you meant

 

[WhatDoesTheFoxSay?]

Mother Nature is taking too long. I want to do it with my. own. two. hands.

In Greg Ousley's Words

Excerpts from Greg Ousley’s essay “Why I Killed My Parents,” written while in prison, and from his school notebook prior to the murder of his parents.

archive.nytimes.com

 

[happysunnydayy]

Mother Nature is taking too long. I want to do it with my. own. two. hands.

In Greg Ousley's Words

Excerpts from Greg Ousley’s essay “Why I Killed My Parents,” written while in prison, and from his school notebook prior to the murder of his parents.

archive.nytimes.com

I tbh don't want to kill myself parents because it's better they suffer from old age and watch me die. It's more satisfying. Honestly otherwise they'd be free easily

Well I have DID. So im messed up. There is no cure. It doesn't go away. Maybe you get drunk so it doesnt matter maybe. IDK. If Im on this site Im not thinking to good about it.

Like split personality disorder? Is it because of your parents abuse?

 

[lifeless.wav]

Agreed, i have Cptsd too, it ruined my life. I believe you cannot survive your childhood traumas sadly. I'm doomed from the beginning.

 

[cowboypants]

Even my sibling is affected badly. Some people shouldn't have children

 

[bankai]

Look at the number of responses this thread is getting. This itself is disturbing. There shouldn't be so many people who went through this stuff

 

[Griever]

I experienced a lot of trauma in my childhood and that's why I'm the person I am today

 

[femcelloser]

Not good!!