FuneralCry
She wished that she never existed...
- Sep 24, 2020
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In my case I see suicide as rational as it's the way to prevent and escape from unnecessary suffering in an existence that was always undesirable in the first place. Ceasing to exist solves everything for me as it removes the ultimate cause of all problems which is existence itself but in fact I see existence itself as the true problem as it's the source of all suffering. Existence truly is just a horrifying abomination that causes nothing but harm, I see it as tragic how something so dreadful and harmful as life even exists at all.
For me suicide is rational as it's the way to take control over the inevitable, it's suffering prevention, the way to find safety from suffering and peace from the burden of existing as a human with nobody being able to suffer from not existing yet in existence there is unlimited potential for pain, torment and harm.
I see all suffering as unnecessary, unacceptable and best avoided no matter what, I don't have any interest in suffering for decades just to be tormented by old age and die anyway which is why it makes no sense to me when people repeat the words that suicidal people need "help". It especially makes no sense as there is nothing irrational about preferring the peace of non-existence to having the ability to suffer in this meaningless existence where there is no limit as to how much agony one can feel.
Allowing peaceful suicide methods is all that would "help", I honestly could never understand why anyone would wish for something so repulsive and pointless as existence, the more time spent here just means more opportunities to suffer yet ceasing to exist means freedom from all future suffering, to exist means to suffer so unnecessarily all while risking experiencing much worse suffering at any moment.
I personally see so much beauty in the thought of an eternal, dreamless sleep, I'd always prefer to not exist and see it as better that this existence permanently disappears into nothingness but of course only never existing is true perfection.
For me suicide is rational as it's the way to take control over the inevitable, it's suffering prevention, the way to find safety from suffering and peace from the burden of existing as a human with nobody being able to suffer from not existing yet in existence there is unlimited potential for pain, torment and harm.
I see all suffering as unnecessary, unacceptable and best avoided no matter what, I don't have any interest in suffering for decades just to be tormented by old age and die anyway which is why it makes no sense to me when people repeat the words that suicidal people need "help". It especially makes no sense as there is nothing irrational about preferring the peace of non-existence to having the ability to suffer in this meaningless existence where there is no limit as to how much agony one can feel.
Allowing peaceful suicide methods is all that would "help", I honestly could never understand why anyone would wish for something so repulsive and pointless as existence, the more time spent here just means more opportunities to suffer yet ceasing to exist means freedom from all future suffering, to exist means to suffer so unnecessarily all while risking experiencing much worse suffering at any moment.
I personally see so much beauty in the thought of an eternal, dreamless sleep, I'd always prefer to not exist and see it as better that this existence permanently disappears into nothingness but of course only never existing is true perfection.
