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Hystearical

Hystearical

In tears
Jul 23, 2022
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Which do you derive greater pleasure from? Which would you be most reluctant to give up by killing yourself?
 
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Anonymousa

Anonymousa

Get me Out
Sep 21, 2024
2,395
This is quite difficult for me. I think I am going to say food as something really yummy has a better positive effect than any music. Tho I wouldn't call myself reluctant to give up on these things if I ctbed.
 
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yowai

yowai

Specialist
Aug 28, 2024
337
Music without doubt, food never made me feel such deep emotions and inspiration lol, eating is like a chore 90% of time
 
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ma0

ma0

How did I get here?
Dec 20, 2024
667
Why can't you have both?

Although neither are good enough reasons for me to stay alive. They're both temporary pleasures that will fade quickly.
 
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NonEssential

NonEssential

Hanging in there
Jan 15, 2025
568
Depressing music only motivates me to want to do it more lol
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
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That's a really tough one... Food maybe but by the tiniest margin. I love both. How about you?
 
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WhiteRabbit

WhiteRabbit

I'm late, i'm late. For a very important date.
Feb 12, 2019
1,796
Music, for sure. I do like to cook though.
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
4,025
Food, alas. I usually have music on 24/7 because external noise keeps my intrusive thoughts at bay (most of the time) but food is the first thing I turn to when I am really depressed. I wish it was the other way around as music does not make one fat with over-consumption. šŸ˜… Music does help me a lot too, just not as much between the two.
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

I have finally found my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
5,795
Music since I'm sometimes forced to eat non vegan food and I feel so guilty due to it. However, at the end of the day, neither of them matters to me and I can ctb without either of these things bothering me
 
d3m1g0d

d3m1g0d

a guy
Jun 27, 2023
33
it's rather hard to choose, music is great, i think the piano, the vocals, pop and whatever there is sounds great, but sometimes i just don't feel like listening to it, without it life is quite boring though, but food is good too, food i eat everyday, food is pleasant to eat, honestly i'd pick music because it is easier to have, there is souffle egg i wanna cook although if i were to beat it until the white becomes creamy my arms would probably snap in half
 
Pluto

Pluto

Cat Extremist
Dec 27, 2020
6,775
animal-let-play-song-its-calledtheres-no-food-my-bowl
 

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