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freeanxiety

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Apr 18, 2026
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I noticed from watching diginitas videos posted on this forum that they swallow N like shots mixed with nothing and then eat chocolate.

Judging from the fact that they seem to drink a small shot Im guessing that its extremely high concentrated N. I do believe ppeh says that from the latm veterinary N you need either 100 ml or 200 ml?

I know N is very hard or impossible to get now but I still want to know if you could just use sweeteners and so on to mix the flavour of either N or other liquids that you may use to ctb.
From what Ive understood, something like flavoured sugar would not destroy it and decrease risk of vomitting it up?
 
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freeanxiety

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Apr 18, 2026
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Hey sorry to bump this thread, still curious sbout what could be okay to mix the flavour with.
 
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The problem is a lot of times that you would have to put in an exorbitant amount of sweetener to really cover up the taste of whatever you are drinking. You are more likely to have a slightly sweet but still very nasty tasting liquid to get down.
 
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freeanxiety

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The problem is a lot of times that you would have to put in an exorbitant amount of sweetener to really cover up the taste of whatever you are drinking. You are more likely to have a slightly sweet but still very nasty tasting liquid to get down.
Hi thanks for responding. So most bottles of N for instance are veterinary ones and u need like 200ml and they are said to taste worse if stored out of expiration date.

What would be the best strategy to get around a taste like that? Im not sure how close to alchohol this is but for instance, drinking that amount of vodka in one go would trigger some serious puke reflexes. And puking this out would likely result in a field attempt and your supply gone forever if you even manage to find it in the first place.
 

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