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fkyou

fkyou

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Oct 1, 2022
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Fk this.fkn drinking a poison is much easier than bringing a rope.making sure it's well secured.making sure noone is gonna bang on the door.making sure no one will hear your voices, trying to choke yourself properly till maybe MAYBE you loss consciousness. Curse this.
I never thought one day I'll have to hang my self, it's the ugliest thing I've known in my life, I've always despised it and thought it's crazy how someone could do that to themselves, emotionally it's as bad as volunteerly slitting your throat with your hands.i hate whoever caused me to reach this.
 
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bankai

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Mar 16, 2025
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I assume you're talking about SN.

Yeah, it's pretty easy in my opinion. From what I've seen about it. It is really easy and peaceful. And what's a little bit of vomiting? I mean, I've stayed up vomiting the entire night, sometimes after food poisoning.


By the way, your username sometimes reminds me of this scene.But you know what's ironic? He says don't drink. Isn't that funny in this context about drinking SN?

 
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Oct 1, 2022
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I assume you're talking about SN.

Yeah, it's pretty easy in my opinion. From what I've seen about it. It is really easy and peaceful. And what's a little bit of vomiting? I mean, I've stayed up vomiting the entire night, sometimes after food poisoning.


By the way, your username sometimes reminds me of this scene.But you know what's ironic? He says don't drink. Isn't that funny in this context about drinking SN?


Yeah something like sn will give you the privilege to do it at any time you want especially at night
 
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cazza82

Can’tsufferanymore
Nov 20, 2024
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Fk this.fkn drinking a poison is much easier than bringing a rope.making sure it's well secured.making sure noone is gonna bang on the door.making sure no one will hear your voices, trying to choke yourself properly till maybe MAYBE you loss consciousness. Curse this.
I never thought one day I'll have to hang my self, it's the ugliest thing I've known in my life, I've always despised it and thought it's crazy how someone could do that to themselves, emotionally it's as bad as volunteerly slitting your throat with your hands.i hate whoever caused me to reach this.
Is it really a thing though having to get the correct rope and stuff people kill themselves with shoe laces in jail well that's what I've heard anyway
 
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Freedomm

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Aug 2, 2025
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Fk this.fkn drinking a poison is much easier than bringing a rope.making sure it's well secured.making sure noone is gonna bang on the door.making sure no one will hear your voices, trying to choke yourself properly till maybe MAYBE you loss consciousness. Curse this.
I never thought one day I'll have to hang my self, it's the ugliest thing I've known in my life, I've always despised it and thought it's crazy how someone could do that to themselves, emotionally it's as bad as volunteerly slitting your throat with your hands.i hate whoever caused me to reach this.
This is one of the reasons why I chose poison over hanging. Before I drink, my SI doesn't turn on. After I drink, I just don't call anyone. I don't think it's that hard. When I hang, it's hard for me to beat SI.
 
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DarkShadows

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Dec 21, 2023
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I've tried to psyche myself up for sn but my SI makes me spit it out immediately and just holding it makes me sweat. I think poisoning for many people is just as hard. It might sound easy but when you're actually doing it it might be more difficult than you expected.
 
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I've tried to psyche myself up for sn but my SI makes me spit it out immediately and just holding it makes me sweat. I think poisoning for many people is just as hard. It might sound easy but when you're actually doing it it might be more difficult than you expected.
Yeah it definitely can be horrifying in that way. But it's good in terms of time control
 
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TBONTB

Enlightened
May 31, 2025
1,114
I've tried to psyche myself up for sn but my SI makes me spit it out immediately and just holding it makes me sweat. I think poisoning for many people is just as hard. It might sound easy but when you're actually doing it it might be more difficult than you expected.

Sad to hear that.
Fk this.fkn drinking a poison is much easier than bringing a rope.making sure it's well secured.making sure noone is gonna bang on the door.making sure no one will hear your voices, trying to choke yourself properly till maybe MAYBE you loss consciousness. Curse this.
I never thought one day I'll have to hang my self, it's the ugliest thing I've known in my life, I've always despised it and thought it's crazy how someone could do that to themselves, emotionally it's as bad as volunteerly slitting your throat with your hands.i hate whoever caused me to reach this.
SN has some steps too. The testing, the other drugs. Nothing is easy.
 

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