First time posting. Making plans.

[Jesse96]

I have struggled with depression and anxiety most of my life. The anxiety that I struggle with has destroyed any quality of life. It is debilitating and ugly. I dont think I can do this anymore. I am making end plans. My method choice is pills. I have tried in the past but ended up throwing up most of what I took. I'm looking for suggestions please.

 

[SinisterKid]

Sorry, we dont do suggestions but there is plenty of good reading to be done if researching methods is what you are after.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/list-of-resources.3/

 

[Alec]

Sorry, we dont do suggestions but there is plenty of good reading to be done if researching methods is what you are after.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/list-of-resources.3/

What do you mean we don't do suggestions?! Since when? Also it's not like suggestion as in "you should go and kill yourself" it's more like guiding someone to resource and find out more about certain methods you think might make their situation better.
To the OP, I suggest you research, and look in threads on this site methods called N(Nembutal) and/or SN(Sodium Nitrite).
I hope whatever decision you'll make in the end you'll find what you are looking for

 

[Klee_]

I have struggled with depression and anxiety most of my life. The anxiety that I struggle with has destroyed any quality of life. It is debilitating and ugly. I dont think I can do this anymore. I am making end plans. My method choice is pills. I have tried in the past but ended up throwing up most of what I took. I'm looking for suggestions please.

Same. I haven't attempted anything yet but I'm planning to try partial hanging , or something that'll make me unconscious while I die