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Method First attempt.

breathingblues

breathingblues

Dream alive...
Aug 14, 2025
40
Tried the ligature method, stayed there till 45 minutes, didn't lose consciousness. After 45 minutes I gave up to not suffer brain damage. I am too strong unfortunately.

Please allow me to die, the forces that be.
I don't have any will to live. And I believe my excess investment in nutrition will make it extremely hard to die. Those who get to leave this world are extremely lucky, instead of becoming monsters just to survive.
My fingered had blued and my hands were frozen...
 
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