Firearm / jumping self debate

[realname]

I've narrowed to these two as my main options. My preferred spot to jump I'm hearing they're stricter on people who arrive alone. Not letting them in bc of a number of suicides there.


Then my issue with firearm is obtaining it bc I am a medical marijuana card holder. It expires I think around April. From there i read how i can lie and say I don't use anymore. Possibly obtain gun over time but I'm not sure how long that would take to convince the feds and be approved.

Firearm seems more reliable than jumping bc I'm hearing about lots of people dying this way recently. Survival instinct will kick in but maybe not as much as a public leap off a tourist attraction bridge.

I don't want to ask anyone to buy me a gun bc then they'd be implicated in my death even if they didn't know why I wanted it.

 

[failedmind]

im sorry i dont have much to add but i'll say im in the same boat. im trying to decide between firearm and jumping, too. both seem scary to me but i dont know what else to do. im sorry youre struggling

 

[realname]

Thanks for your message. Definitely both seem scary. I guess I'm reassured hearing people got over their own survival instinct and squeezed the trigger. Can I ask if you have access to either a gun or a long fall? Just curious, in comraderie

 

[DeathSweetDeath]

I think a gun leaves more chance of surviving & living as a vegetable, depending on what kind is used.

 

[InevitableDeath]

a bullet through the brain is 100%

 

[Liebestod]

I think a gun leaves more chance of surviving & living as a vegetable, depending on what kind is used.

More people survive jumping due to improper height than do people incorrectly shooting themselves. Firearms are the most lethal method of suicide. Unless you count flying a plane into a building.

 

[VoidBlessed]

Firearms are the Cadillac of methods IMO, for reliability, speed, and painlessness. They're purpose-built killing tools, perfected over 6 centuries. Unless mess is a concern, someone who's serious about CTB and has access to a firearm shouldn't even consider other options.

 

[DeathSweetDeath]

More people survive jumping due to improper height than do people incorrectly shooting themselves. Firearms are the most lethal method of suicide. Unless you count flying a plane into a building.

Damn. Then I'd rather combine the two.

Firearms are the Cadillac of methods IMO, for reliability, speed, and painlessness. They're purpose-built killing tools, perfected over 6 centuries. Unless mess is a concern, someone who's serious about CTB and has access to a firearm shouldn't even consider other options.

Only painless when they kill you instantly, which is not always what happens. I have access, but my plan A is nitrogen, and my plan B is SN.