Discussion Finding peace from my hell of life of existence

[Brokensaddle]

Hey everyone

I think I have finally hit rock bottom. I haven't eaten anything since two days ago apart drinking Robinson fruit juice. Do you think I should take sn now or wait another day. I'm really upset right now and emotionally and mentally at my wits ends. I have hurt again by abusers and nor the police, social services or mental health services care enough to act to help.

 

[eldiablo666]

Wait. Don't do anything when you're emotional

They say most people need to hit rock bottom to
Make a change

 

[Huntfish34]

I can't tell you to do it or not,. Totally up to you. I'm sorry you are going through this,. but remember you are not alone.

Thoughts and prayers to you in whatever you decide.

 

[FuneralCry]

I believe that only you can decide when to leave this world, it's a personal decision. It does sound so horrible what you are going through, I doubt that such a thing as peace even exists in a world like this, it couldn't ever do. I wish you freedom from this nightmarish existence for when the time is right for you to leave.

 

[Brokensaddle]

Wait. Don't do anything when you're emotional

They say most people need to hit rock bottom to
Make a change

I'm so tried of fighting To get better when things just get worse. Just non stop abuse I get on daily basis. But I do wanna make sure I successfully ctb and not fail like last time

I can't tell you to do it or not,. Totally up to you. I'm sorry you are going through this,. but remember you are not alone.

Thoughts and prayers to you in whatever you decide.

Thank you for kind words

I believe that only you can decide when to leave this world, it's a personal decision. It does sound so horrible what you are going through, I doubt that such a thing as peace even exists in a world like this, it couldn't ever do. I wish you freedom from this nightmarish existence for when the time is right for you to leave.

I heard a saying once which went something like in death we're at peace, why can't we live in peace. I think death for me is better than living. I don't what happens, maybe there's a heaven or just a void. I would rather no exists then go through this level of psychological abuse and mental/emotional distress. I'm hurting really bad right now and I just want relief