Help Finding methods to kms, need opinion (URGENT)

[koka]

I currently have Xanax (7.5mg), Clonazepam (4mg), Zolpidem (140mg) and Amitriptyline (70mg), I'm certain that this might not be enough, I have another idea, which is empty the water tank of my house (It's at rooftop terrace, no one will find me there), So the plan is to empty the tank at night when everyone's sleeping at my home, then take those medicines (which would knock me out), sit inside the tank and when others wake up (which should be after 2-4 hrs of my actions), they should try to turn on the submersible machine (Because I had emptied all of it), which fills water inside the tank, and I should suffocate to death while I'm unconscious, is there any problem in this method???

 

[absolutethistime]

Big problem is people might wake up.

 

[Sept1stismyenemy]

how high is the roof, if it is over 100 feet up you have a great chance of death. I think the biggest problem with your plan is si could kick in.

 

[koka]

how high is the roof, if it is over 100 feet up you have a great chance of death. I think the biggest problem with your plan is si could kick in.

But how does height affect the scenario here?? I only mentioned rooftop to explain that no one would be able to catch me, I mean, it's my own home, no one can climb to the rooftop because you need to climb a severely broken ladder for it, I'm trying to use water (which would be filled by my family members, while I would already be inside the tank, probably sedated) and their timing to fill the tank, yeah si could be a problem but i don't know if i would even be conscious

Big problem is people might wake up.

Um yeah could be a problem but who's gonna check the water tank, it's not easy to access anyway, you need to climb broken ladders, I cam do it easily, others can't

 

[Sept1stismyenemy]

But how does height affect the scenario here?? I only mentioned rooftop to explain that no one would be able to catch me, I'm kinda new here so could you please explain what does "si" mean, it's my own home, no one can climb to the rooftop because you need to climb a severely broken ladder for it, I'm trying to use water (which would be filled by my family members, while I would already be inside the tank, probably sedated) and their timing to fill the tank

Um yeah could be a problem but who's gonna check the water tank, it's not easy to access anyway, you need to climb broken ladders, I cam do it easily, others can't

SI is survival instinct, I was just thinking that your brain would most likely find a way to save yourself especially if the water filled slowly, if you have to option jumping might be a better idea OR sedating your self and getting into a full tank might be a better idea so you ctb faster. You should also think through if your family would be suspicious if the water tank was empty because it might encourage them to look inside and check it for holes.

 

[koka]

SI is survival instinct, I was just thinking that your brain would most likely find a way to save yourself especially if the water filled slowly, if you have to option jumping might be a better idea OR sedating your self and getting into a full tank might be a better idea so you ctb faster. You should also think through if your family would be suspicious if the water tank was empty because it might encourage them to look inside and chile i for holes.

Jumping… tried that, survived with 3 wedge compressions, from 3rd floor, I thought it would be enough, is fentora useful here? Fentora is the medicine somewhat related to fentanyl, I could try to get my hands on it, but idk how much of it would be needed

 

[stiarling]

If that could make you lose consciousness, why not make an fsh setup and put your neck in the noose, when you black out, that will stop blood flow to the brain with no possibility of failure

 

[koka]

If that could make you lose consciousness, why not make an fsh setup and put your neck in the noose, when you black out, that will stop blood flow to the brain with no possibility of failure

Good idea but since i have already tried dying, my family members a bit cautious about this, and locking door isn't one of the options to safely attempt

 

[pelicanportal]

What the fuck, so like drowning in a water tank? Did I read that right? That's the method? That's almost as bad as the sepsis poster.

Why not get more amitryptaline and an anti-emetic? With enough, that alone will work.

 

[koka]

What the fuck, so like drowning in a water tank? Did I read that right? That's the method? That's almost as bad as the sepsis poster.

Why not get more amitryptaline and an anti-emetic? With enough, that alone will work.

What would be "enough" here? Like how much of amitriptyline? My weight is 47kg btw if that helps

 

[pelicanportal]

More than what you have. PPH guidelines... I believe at least 1G. Check. Is it your rx? It will take time but hoard it, anything to not die in a water tank. You have xanax already, don't waste it to try drowning in a water tank. Lord.

 

[jackiebrown67]

Well, it is a unique method. I wouldn't want to involve other people in my method though. And if I read correctly that is what you are doing.