dustbloom
twisted world
- Mar 6, 2026
- 2
I'm off to greener pastures, or so they say. You know, it's funny how life works out. I spent my entire existence trying to impress everyone with my "sweetest side," thinking everyone was as innocent and well-intentioned as I was. What a joke! I might as well have been trying to teach a cat to dance.
Being an introvert, I always preferred solitude and nature. Society is a fucking drain on my brain. But hey, at least I have my solitude, right? Wrong. Even that's taken away from me. I've lost so many friends and family members because of it. cause here begin introvert means your either mentally ill or egotistic asf.But you know what? I belong to solitude and nature now. It's a bit sad, but at least it's honest.
My brain is a fucking mess. I overthink everything society, God, the universe, politics, and worst of all, philosophy. I write about the darkest, craziest conspiracies and truths in fact i wrote 12 books, It's exhausting. And don't even get me started on the social pressure from my family. They expect me to figure everything out, like I'm some kind of fucking savant.
You know what's really fun? Passing one of the highest grades in the entire country's education system. But here's the kicker: this country's education system is corrupt as fuck. If you come from a rich and powerful family, you can be number one in grades, jobs, politics hell, you can even get away with any crime. I remember four teenagers who raped and killed a 14-year-old girl, and they walked free. Why? Because they're the sons of a high-ranking guy from the biggest clan in the country. I completely lost hope in humanity after that.
Ranked #2 in computer science and software engineering in the country at just 21 years old Well, I'm unemployed. I used to live with my girlfriend, but even that didn't last. I've worked odd jobs, like being a cleaner in a bar for a month, but that ended when I got into a fight with the abusive owner. I even tried to join the military, but they rejected me. Can you believe it? With an IQ of 137, which is supposedly high-end average globally, and being physically healthy, they still said no. Fun fact: the average IQ of idiots here is 90. What a fucking dumb ass people I was born from!
Life, as they say, is a bitch. And for me, it's been a particularly cruel one. The universe seems to be conspiring against me. Now, I'm kinda homeless and tired of life. But not anymore, because I'm CTB on March 24 in a forest about 20km from the city. It was my intention to die in the woods so that it would take a few days before I was possibly found. I belong in the woods and have always done so.
If anyone's interested, I've written a shitload of philosophy books and novels. I'll provide links to the docs if you want to check them out. It's not like anyone will read them anyway, but hey, at least I tried to leave something behind. new chapter where I don't have to deal with any of this shit anymore. Take care, world. You're on your own now.
Being an introvert, I always preferred solitude and nature. Society is a fucking drain on my brain. But hey, at least I have my solitude, right? Wrong. Even that's taken away from me. I've lost so many friends and family members because of it. cause here begin introvert means your either mentally ill or egotistic asf.But you know what? I belong to solitude and nature now. It's a bit sad, but at least it's honest.
My brain is a fucking mess. I overthink everything society, God, the universe, politics, and worst of all, philosophy. I write about the darkest, craziest conspiracies and truths in fact i wrote 12 books, It's exhausting. And don't even get me started on the social pressure from my family. They expect me to figure everything out, like I'm some kind of fucking savant.
You know what's really fun? Passing one of the highest grades in the entire country's education system. But here's the kicker: this country's education system is corrupt as fuck. If you come from a rich and powerful family, you can be number one in grades, jobs, politics hell, you can even get away with any crime. I remember four teenagers who raped and killed a 14-year-old girl, and they walked free. Why? Because they're the sons of a high-ranking guy from the biggest clan in the country. I completely lost hope in humanity after that.
Ranked #2 in computer science and software engineering in the country at just 21 years old Well, I'm unemployed. I used to live with my girlfriend, but even that didn't last. I've worked odd jobs, like being a cleaner in a bar for a month, but that ended when I got into a fight with the abusive owner. I even tried to join the military, but they rejected me. Can you believe it? With an IQ of 137, which is supposedly high-end average globally, and being physically healthy, they still said no. Fun fact: the average IQ of idiots here is 90. What a fucking dumb ass people I was born from!
Life, as they say, is a bitch. And for me, it's been a particularly cruel one. The universe seems to be conspiring against me. Now, I'm kinda homeless and tired of life. But not anymore, because I'm CTB on March 24 in a forest about 20km from the city. It was my intention to die in the woods so that it would take a few days before I was possibly found. I belong in the woods and have always done so.
If anyone's interested, I've written a shitload of philosophy books and novels. I'll provide links to the docs if you want to check them out. It's not like anyone will read them anyway, but hey, at least I tried to leave something behind. new chapter where I don't have to deal with any of this shit anymore. Take care, world. You're on your own now.
