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Haibane-renmei-reki

Haibane-renmei-reki

Student
Jan 23, 2020
198
ALL i want is a dureable rope R.N so i can get done woyj this without the need of having to wake up another day to endure the various burdens of my daily life.
 
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lawlietsph

lawlietsph

can we be done here
May 6, 2023
389
i am truly sorry you have to go through this - but i know it doesn't help, not even a tiny bit. money is the main reason for my fucked up mental state too. even buying basic food is making me feel guilty now because i have so little. i fucking hate money and the difference between billionaires and us, the slaves
 
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Haibane-renmei-reki

Haibane-renmei-reki

Student
Jan 23, 2020
198
not to mention how fucked up is going to social media and seeing people bragging out about all sorts of fancy things while you struggle with the most basic things because you're pennyless.
 
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diopdawe

diopdawe

Member
Mar 29, 2025
92
Money is also one of the reasons I wanna CTB. I had it all, a diplomatic career with nice salary, lots of money. Then my depression and anxiety started, they fired me from my job and now I spent all my money as I am unable to find a normal job because of my depression and high anxiety. It really sucks to have everything and the next day its taken away.
 
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eggsausagerice

eggsausagerice

last chance for cake!
Apr 21, 2025
1,491
my life feels fucked because i have no money. i feel like i can't take it anymore. when you're already poor, all there is to your life is working and working or staying unemployed and living with your parents forever. i don't know what i'm expected to do when i have no money because it's not like i can afford therapy or afford better living situations. everything that is important costs money. anytime i think about my financial situation i become extremely anxious because it's all out of my hands. people like me are considered leeches on society.
 
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