For over a year I have been struggling with horrible depression after a bad break up in an extremely codependent relationship. I have contemplated many things, but I can finally say I have a solid plan. Im getting my ID next week to be able to purchase something I need that will give me a 100% success rate at making sure I won't have to deal with living in my own head anymore. I have spiraled too far and I dont know how else to cope. I have tried therapy and being closer to the family that I have left. I sit here every day with no one to talk to, no one that understands how I'm feeling and no one that cares to take the time to give me a call or shoot me a text. Maybe it will be better once I'm gone? I know one thing is for sure, I won't have to deal with my deep depression any longer. I had so many hopes for my future it doesn't make sense how I even got to this point.
I wanted to make a post because I dont know where else to share how Im feeling and what my plans are without being ridiculed. I know that once I'm gone it will be one less issue someone has to worry about. I want this to be more of a keepsake and a place to write my final thoughts.
Wishing everyone well.
I wanted to make a post because I dont know where else to share how Im feeling and what my plans are without being ridiculed. I know that once I'm gone it will be one less issue someone has to worry about. I want this to be more of a keepsake and a place to write my final thoughts.
Wishing everyone well.
