Method Finally some relief!

[lunar02102009]

Finally , i tested the charcoal i bought and it burnt without a smoke and glowed red hot , which means its perfect for my ctb! I cant tell you how much of a relief i feel that one day things get too bad i will be having an simple plain almost painless exit of out existance! Finally no more bs i can die painlessly and get the relief out of this fuckin shitty trashy brain god finally.

 

[darksouls]

wish you the best

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I understand this was only a test, but, obviously, that's nowhere near enough charcoal, and when you "do the real deal" with more, it may be a little more difficult to get all of the charcoal burning fully red and hot.

 

[Ikkuna]

It's really sad but i'm still glad you're able to go out painlessly and peacefully ❤

 

[lunar02102009]

I understand this was only a test, but, obviously, that's nowhere near enough charcoal, and when you "do the real deal" with more, it may be a little more difficult to get all of the charcoal burning fully red and hot.

Yeah dont worry i got way more charcoal and a proper grill for it , it was jus a test burn to inspect the quality

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand why you'd feel relieved having a way to be free from all the suffering, I always wish I had access to such as all I want is to never suffer in this cruel, torturous existence ever again, I wish you the best.