Finally some huge relapses

[Nirrend]

Good evening everyone, I've lost the habit of writing here, yet I'm only reading you, I'm only reflecting on the loss of our members here...

Life is so complicated...

I decided to drink one more time and one more time, I realize how much tonight I should have caught that damn bus...

People who disappear, I cry for them, but they have all my respect, they are brave, they are determined

I wonder when the day will come when I'll take the plunge

I love you all so much

Take care of yourself

Love ❤

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I think that no matter when any of us actually catch that bus, if we do indeed end up doing so, it is at the time when it was meant to be.

 

[FuneralCry]

I really do envy those who have voluntarily left this world and I admire them a lot for the courage that they had. At least the way that I see it, actually going through with suicide is something that certainly can be very difficult in this pro suffering society, so all those people who managed to overcome the struggles in leaving this world certainly are to be admired. Especially those who resort to methods like jumping and trains really are brave as those methods terrify me. But anyway it's really understandable wishing that you were already gone from this cruel world, I wish you the best.