Discussion Finally.. SN arrived.. CTB in 3 days, review my plan please.

[cyberlordsumit]

Hello Everyone, It's been awhile I was waiting for my SN.

Finally it has arrived.

250 gms of freedom (bad joke)

I have
10x Metoclopramide
2x Paracetamol

Don't have Propanolol or Benzodiazepines..
idk what to do to get a possible anxiety to be at ease.. Clinics refused to give me Benzos.. any suggestions are welcome, i would really use some benzos.. but maybe I'll have to do without them.

Then, I am choosing My terrace at night to go. I'll try for 3 AM. Everyone woukd be asleep.

I love around a Grassy and kinda greenery surrounded area so alot of noise can be expected from nature..
Also a National Highway is nearby and vehicles occasionally pass.

I am kinda confused about the noise I'd make..

Even If I vomit, I'll use second dose. But some people say there's a lot of noise.. what's the probability?? cause I can't get a hotek room, even if i do, I'd be caught.. Rather, if i fail at my terrace, I won't get caught. I'll just try again later if anyone Does not hear me.. It's like I have ONLY ONE chance.. and yeah, it should be sufficient.. I think I can muffle the noise somehow..
I want to Go looking at tge stars and imagining the endless soace.. rather than anything else from this life and people.. especially I don't want to think or remember any people.. All I have, are bad memories. and others would guilt me and make me anxious.. so No no to memories related to people.. That's why, endless sky and stars are my Go..

Cold and Alone.. just I have always been.

Btw I'll use 25gm SN in 50ml water.. 2 glasses. One of them as backup.

Any suggestions are welcome!!!
btw, I don't have Antacids.. I have Proton Pump Inhibitors, and I believe they are useless for SN.

 

[almost_dead]

-sending love-

 

[sadworld]

Sounds like a good plan, sending love too!

 

[MariV]

nice trip

 

[Niirvana]

Will you stay with us when you drink the sn?

 

[MrAsclepius]

No reason not to get otc anti-acids if you leave the house sometime before you drink. Won't make you fail without them or anything, just good to have to speed things up. Other than that, your plan looks good.

Goodluck.

 

[IBreathButNoMoreLive]

i hope your find the peace you deserve

 

[cyberlordsumit]

No reason not to get otc anti-acids if you leave the house sometime before you drink. Won't make you fail without them or anything, just good to have to speed things up. Other than that, your plan looks good.

Goodluck.

i mean, they gave me PPI when i asked for antacids.. twice. I don't know how to ask specifically for the antacids now. damn indian clinics

Will you stay with us when you drink the sn?

Well a couple hours before I'll shut everything up. but i haven't decided

 

[I screwed up]

I don't want to scare u but if u got ur SN online from A in India u better check its purity. Some other user I remember had posted that when he got from the same source and tested for purity it was not up to the mark..... Just my opinion though ...

 

[asani]

Even If I vomit, I'll use second dose. But some people say there's a lot of noise.. what's the probability??

What about putting the music on? I'm gonna do it (creating my own "CTB playlist" atm). Would anyone suspect if you just listen to the music on your terrace?

 

[cyberlordsumit]

I don't want to scare u but if u got ur SN online from A in India u better check its purity. Some other user I remember had posted that when he got from the same source and tested for purity it was not up to the mark..... Just my opinion though ...

SN is freely available here in India. also it's crystal lumps, that's enough for me.. it's also laboratory grade 99% pure

What about putting the music on? I'm gonna do it (creating my own "CTB playlist" atm). Would anyone suspect if you just listen to the music on your terrace?

Oh yeah i will surely try.
mostly ambient music or instrumental classics

 

[asani]

Oh yeah i will surely try.
mostly ambient music or instrumental classics

Good luck with it. Looking at stars while the classic music plays is one of the bautiful things.

 

[Needdeath]

This SN doesnt work its fake its nitrate not nitrite they have just posted the wrong sticker I tried it already doesn't work so don't try it it will be like drinking really salty water

 

[Meditation guide]

Why is there a lot of noise? vomiting and moaning?

 

[cyberlordsumit]

This SN doesnt work its fake its nitrate not nitrite they have just posted the wrong sticker I tried it already doesn't work so don't try it it will be like drinking really salty water

Huh?? what's the proof?? where did you order it from!? i smell something fishy in your msg
also, I didn't order it from A. I ordered it from a laboratory equipment Direct seller.

 

[Sam57]

Bro don't use it before testing, on the site (a) in india, look its review.

The guy selling has mixed sodium nitrate and nitrite according to me.

If you want to know how to test dm me.

 

[cyberlordsumit]

Bro don't use it before testing, on the site (a) in india, look its review.

The guy selling has mixed sodium nitrate and nitrite according to me.

If you want to know how to test dm me.

I didn't Order it from Amaxxx.
I ordered it from a direct seller site.
Guess i need to test then.

 

[blizt]

I didn't Order it from Amaxxx.
I ordered it from a direct seller site.
Guess i need to test then.
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Test first bro

 

[Mr2005]

I didn't Order it from Amaxxx.
I ordered it from a direct seller site.
Guess i need to test then.
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So you just pour in cold water and stir? Here was me thinking it was liquid because it came in a bottle

 

[anotherplace]

SN is freely available here in India. also it's crystal lumps, that's enough for me.. it's also laboratory grade 99% pure

Oh yeah i will surely try.
mostly ambient music or instrumental classics

could you please tell me where you got the SN? I'm from India too.

Bro don't use it before testing, on the site (a) in india, look its review.

The guy selling has mixed sodium nitrate and nitrite according to me.

If you want to know how to test dm me.

can you please tell me how to test? I can't dm

 

[I screwed up]

In India some have ordered from A but am not sure of the purity. A couple I know have also ordered from local lab suppliers / vendors ... Also depends on where u live in India also I guess ... Btw I am in Mumbai and I m struggling to get it here too.

 

[cyberlordsumit]

labequipment.co
India

 

[grimfukis]

I recall you don't want to take proton pump inhibitors. I don't recall why but you can use the search. Can't you get milk of magnesia or Pepcid (famotidine) or something like that? If you can't, at least antacid is not necessary for the method,

 

[WFJ74]

Hope you have a peaceful journey, man. I'm planning to go out the same way hopefully this weekend. Rest well!

 

[cyberlordsumit]

Thanks alot People!!! i realise i have to take into account some of your suggestions. i may extend by 2 dats or so. also, i have one major concern about my "after death drama" and creating a thread that may help others as well. thank you. keep following me to keep updated

 

[Sam57]

I didn't Order it from Amaxxx.
I ordered it from a direct seller site.
Guess i need to test then.

Yes, you won't find testing kit in india. But there are

could you please tell me where you got the SN? I'm from India too.


can you please tell me how to test? I can't dm

You will be able to dm soon, please dm me then

 

[cyberlordsumit]

Got my Antacids!!!!!
Aciloc 150 (Rantidine 150mg)
Also, my weighing scale arrived. now i have everything

 

[Hopeindeath!]

I wish you peace.

 

[blizt]

Got my Antacids!!!!!
Aciloc 150 (Rantidine 150mg)
Also, my weighing scale arrived. now i have everything

When are you starting man

 

[cyberlordsumit]

When are you starting man

need to test my SN as someone suggested, so a couple days more
was targetting Tomorrow Night, India Time.
but gotta postpone till atleast tuesday. I'll test it with My Blood. SN testing seems pretty much no brainer at this point