So I met with psychiatrist a few weeks ago and he said he's going to prescribe me promethazine. My plan is to run a bath and then take promethazine and alcohol. I'm thinking I would fall into a really deep sleep and end up drowning. What do you guys think? Does this sound like a viable suicide method?
My reasons for wanting to commit suicide is that I am up to my neck in debt, I can't afford to furnish or decorate my apartment nicely, I have no friends because I'm too poor to afford to go out and socialise, I have no relationship because I can't afford cosmetics to make me look beautiful and meet beauty standards, I have no family (they are all evil and cruel to me because I don't have a lot of money), I have been bullied, I have faced domestic violence and received no justice for it and now I am being investigated for a crime that I didn't even commit that I was framed for by my evil stepdad who beat me up then lied and said it was self defence even though I am a small woman and he is a big man, he was caught on police body cameras attacking me while I made no attacks towards him, I had many injuries that were photographed at the scene yet I am the one being blamed and investigated because he is wealthy and I'm not so they are taking his side. With the amount of debt I'm in, I am constantly worrying about debt and bills and making rent on time. I am tired of all this shit. I have lived at least a quarter of the average human life expectancy and if this is all there is to life then I don't know if I want to live anymore. I am going to keep trying to fight but this is a useful back up plan just in case. I haven't been charged with anything I am just being investigated and have been for months, if they charge me I am going to commit suicide because I cannot handle or risk prison especially for something I didn't even do and I don't need the stress of court. Also especially if I do actually get sent prison I'll never be able to kill myself because they are watching you around the clock and they confiscate any materials you could use to kill yourself to kill yourself and I can't have that. So I really need a solid fail safe suicide plan just in case. Any advice or improvements to my plan would be very useful and much appreciated as this is an urgent situation I find myself in
My reasons for wanting to commit suicide is that I am up to my neck in debt, I can't afford to furnish or decorate my apartment nicely, I have no friends because I'm too poor to afford to go out and socialise, I have no relationship because I can't afford cosmetics to make me look beautiful and meet beauty standards, I have no family (they are all evil and cruel to me because I don't have a lot of money), I have been bullied, I have faced domestic violence and received no justice for it and now I am being investigated for a crime that I didn't even commit that I was framed for by my evil stepdad who beat me up then lied and said it was self defence even though I am a small woman and he is a big man, he was caught on police body cameras attacking me while I made no attacks towards him, I had many injuries that were photographed at the scene yet I am the one being blamed and investigated because he is wealthy and I'm not so they are taking his side. With the amount of debt I'm in, I am constantly worrying about debt and bills and making rent on time. I am tired of all this shit. I have lived at least a quarter of the average human life expectancy and if this is all there is to life then I don't know if I want to live anymore. I am going to keep trying to fight but this is a useful back up plan just in case. I haven't been charged with anything I am just being investigated and have been for months, if they charge me I am going to commit suicide because I cannot handle or risk prison especially for something I didn't even do and I don't need the stress of court. Also especially if I do actually get sent prison I'll never be able to kill myself because they are watching you around the clock and they confiscate any materials you could use to kill yourself to kill yourself and I can't have that. So I really need a solid fail safe suicide plan just in case. Any advice or improvements to my plan would be very useful and much appreciated as this is an urgent situation I find myself in
