Finally choses the method I'll use to ctb

[Valdbloop]

I was going to use a train that was near my home to decapitate myself, but learned that there was snow plows, this was noticed thanks to a warning from a different member of this forum. Instead I'll be jumping off a high building, There's a 200 feet building that's being constructed at the moment, if there's no stair's, I'll simply climb my way up. Can't say when I'll do it, but I'll be doing it quite soon. This is probably my last time so see ya on the other side you beautiful bastards >:3

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best and I hope that when the time is right for you to leave you find the freedom you search for.

 

[Georg]

Dont get too excited. Big construction sites are usually secured, including cameras, and climbing 200 feet sounds very exhausting to me.

 

[Valdbloop]

Dont get too excited. Big construction sites are usually secured, including cameras, and climbing 200 feet sounds very exhausting to me.

If I can't I'll just go for the tried and true method of partial hanging, I'll just do it in a forest. But I do wanna try VSED too since from what I've read it's not really "pain" but the extreme discomfort that makes everyone fail, still want to test it myself who knows, I might not have to bother looking for a place and ctb laying down in a comfortable place.