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RedRed

RedRed

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Oct 24, 2020
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I am delighted to announce that I am OFFICIALLY giving up with this life of mine! I am done with both self-love and self-care and have graciously decided to move on to self-destruction from today onwards by simply purchasing SN from a terribly sketchy seller (but my gut said to trust this stranger so no worries).

I am SO happy to say that I am finally able to order it after weeks of searching and searching! My day was so horrible I just wanted to cry all day, but then the opportunity to buy SN came up and I suddenly felt complete euphoria!

Tbh I just came here for a bit of attention and some congratulations from kind strangers. Anyway, thanks everyone for your love and support <3
 
Sherri

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Sep 28, 2020
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I am delighted to announce that I am OFFICIALLY giving up with this life of mine! I am done with both self-love and self-care and have graciously decided to move on to self-destruction from today onwards by simply purchasing SN from a terribly sketchy seller (but my gut said to trust this stranger so no worries).

I am SO happy to say that I am finally able to order it after weeks of searching and searching! My day was so horrible I just wanted to cry all day, but then the opportunity to buy SN came up and I suddenly felt complete euphoria!

Tbh I just came here for a bit of attention and some congratulations from kind strangers. Anyway, thanks everyone for your love and support <3
Whatever you decide I wish you the best. If you decide to stay a little longer with us, thats also ok. Sn if not open ,lasts 3 years I heard. Maybe you don't wanna wait that long, I understand. A big hug hun. :hug:
 
Gromit-CTB

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OP I wish you well in whatever you decide, many here are great listeners and always around to just let you vent if that's what's needed. I echo @Sherri who I consider an amazing ear to listen to you,
 
Meditation guide

Meditation guide

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Jun 22, 2020
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Congratulations! Now your soul really can yeet itself out of your mortal koil when it's ready to do that.
 
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RedRed

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Whatever you decide I wish you the best. If you decide to stay a little longer with us, thats also ok. Sn if not open ,lasts 3 years I heard. Maybe you don't wanna wait that long, I understand. A big hug hun. :hug:
It's okay fam! I'll be doing it next year once the official "face to face" classes continue so that I'll have access to a hotel. I'm just very excited is all! Thank you very much for caring :')
where to acquire SN ? thank you
I just found it on facebook believe it or not hahaha. I'll be meeting him/her on Saturday at a mall. Sorry can't help you :'(
OP I wish you well in whatever you decide, many here are great listeners and always around to just let you vent if that's what's needed. I echo @Sherri who I consider an amazing ear to listen to you,
Oh thank you so much! You guys are very kind. As much as I want to vent..there's this weird feeling deep down that I'll be troubling you guys more if I let it all out. I can't really explain it. But really, I totally appreciate it! Maybe once I couldn't take it anymore I'll take that offer of yours! <3
Congratulations! Now your soul really can yeet itself out of your mortal koil when it's ready to do that.
Ahahahahah! You always remember what I said that day omg! Once I post on the good bye thread I'll DEFINITELY say this again, but I'll be adding "literally" at the end ahaha
 
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Gromit-CTB

Gromit-CTB

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Nov 14, 2020
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The Facebook and meet up sounds sketchy really does. Just be careful. As for chatting you can post and vent as often as you need. Better to vent than keep my bottled up.
 
Apathy79

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Oct 13, 2019
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Do you have someone that can keep an eye on you when you collect it?

I hope your gut is reliable! I'd be wary. Hope it all goes well.
 
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RedRed

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The Facebook and meet up sounds sketchy really does. Just be careful. As for chatting you can post and vent as often as you need. Better to vent than keep my bottled up.
Don't worry fam! I know it sounds sketchy AF, but I made sure to tell that person to meet at a cafe. Also the person stated there the brand (it's an okay brand since it looks...legit?).

I really appreciate this so much! At least I know where and who I could talk to in case my day decides to make my life horrible again ahaha
Do you have someone that can keep an eye on you when you collect it?

I hope your gut is reliable! I'd be wary. Hope it all goes well.
Ahahahah! For some reason this made me laugh! I told my parents I'll be meeting a friend. So no worries! ^^
 
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Gromit-CTB

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Seriously the more you put about this meet up the more sketchy it sounds. Can you request a picture of it and say I want to see picture with an apple or orange in it as well to make sure not a stock image. I also think the point raised of can you have someone keep an eye on you was more at the mall rather than you telling parents you are meeting a friend, can you not have a friend go with you. Just all seems very random
 
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Meditation guide

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can you not have a friend go with you.
I agree with this. Why would someone meet someone at the mall for something that costs usually about $10. Or maybe you just didn't want to say where you really are getting it hopefully which would be understandable.
 
RedRed

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Oct 24, 2020
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Seriously the more you put about this meet up the more sketchy it sounds. Can you request a picture of it and say I want to see picture with an apple or orange in it as well to make sure not a stock image. I also think the point raised of can you have someone keep an eye on you was more at the mall rather than you telling parents you are meeting a friend, can you not have a friend go with you. Just all seems very random
Alright you've convinced me. I'll tell that person to put an apple near the SN bottle and take a picture of it. Maybe I can...fool a friend and tell her that I'm using SN for...meat purposes or something. Huh I didn't know I was this impulsive. The word SN just blinds me enough to make me a dumb dumb.
I agree with this. Why would someone meet someone at the mall for something that costs usually about $10. Or maybe you just didn't want to say where you really are getting it hopefully which would be understandable.
Oh no 10 dollars is HUGE here. I live in the Philippines so a dollar costs...48 pesos? I bought a huge bottle (400+ pesos). It's kinda normal for pick-ups here. So it's okay!
 
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