Finally bought my rope again

[madbananas]

Have to go collect it tomorrow. Don't know for sure when I'm going to hang myself though.
Everything's becoming real again and there's no going back from where I am now.
People don't care, not even the mental health services. In fact, the mental health services have just been damaging recently and then blame me because I'm upset about being laughed at. Any time I'm upset, it's never the responsibility of anyone else, it's ALWAYS because I'm "emotionally unstable". Somebody could probably stab me in the throat and then they would blame my reaction on me being mentally ill.
Anyway... my friend died by suicide years ago, so I should also be able to do it.

 

[Unlucky Self]

Which rope are you getting?

 

[sadworld]

Good luck, I hope everything works out for you!

 

[madbananas]

Which rope are you getting?

Just a standard one

Good luck, I hope everything works out for you!

Thank you

 

[Shiv15]

Good luck :)

Just a standard one

You mean the paracord 550?

 

[madbananas]

Good luck :)



You mean the paracord 550?

Thank you :) and no it's just a brown rope

 

[Bigpink]

Have to go collect it tomorrow. Don't know for sure when I'm going to hang myself though.
Everything's becoming real again and there's no going back from where I am now.
People don't care, not even the mental health services. In fact, the mental health services have just been damaging recently and then blame me because I'm upset about being laughed at. Any time I'm upset, it's never the responsibility of anyone else, it's ALWAYS because I'm "emotionally unstable". Somebody could probably stab me in the throat and then they would blame my reaction on me being mentally ill.
Anyway... my friend died by suicide years ago, so I should also be able to do it.

Hope it works out for you.

 

[madbananas]

Hope it works out for you.

Thank you

 

[Lordsudbury]

I have a dog leash attached to a clothesline pole

 

[Worndown]

If you can tie a simple loop that will slide easily over the rope, you win!