
BasedGod
Break the chains
- Aug 13, 2018
- 39
Saw my ex fiance today, it was bittersweet. Said our goodbyes to eachother. She's already seeing someone else, and I hope he makes her happy. My time has finally come and I know now what I must do. I've had a pretty miserable life with some short flashes of happiness, unfortunately the happy moments will never come again. I've been on the verge of ctb for quite a long time. But after seeing her I know now that I must go. It's time for me to leave this reality. If I can't achieve my dreams of a family I don't wish to exist here any longer. I'm tired of being alone. I can't continue on any longer.
Going to be ordering sn soon when my pay from work clears, then i'll begin final preparations for my departure. Going to have to write a list of where my pets should go to. Going to be sad leaving them behind, they were the only thing keeping me going. But they aren't enough sadly. Going to think of ideas how to enjoy my final days, if you guys have any feel free to share!
Going to be ordering sn soon when my pay from work clears, then i'll begin final preparations for my departure. Going to have to write a list of where my pets should go to. Going to be sad leaving them behind, they were the only thing keeping me going. But they aren't enough sadly. Going to think of ideas how to enjoy my final days, if you guys have any feel free to share!