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BasedGod

BasedGod

Break the chains
Aug 13, 2018
39
Saw my ex fiance today, it was bittersweet. Said our goodbyes to eachother. She's already seeing someone else, and I hope he makes her happy. My time has finally come and I know now what I must do. I've had a pretty miserable life with some short flashes of happiness, unfortunately the happy moments will never come again. I've been on the verge of ctb for quite a long time. But after seeing her I know now that I must go. It's time for me to leave this reality. If I can't achieve my dreams of a family I don't wish to exist here any longer. I'm tired of being alone. I can't continue on any longer.
Going to be ordering sn soon when my pay from work clears, then i'll begin final preparations for my departure. Going to have to write a list of where my pets should go to. Going to be sad leaving them behind, they were the only thing keeping me going. But they aren't enough sadly. Going to think of ideas how to enjoy my final days, if you guys have any feel free to share!
 
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GottaGo

GottaGo

Member
Jan 27, 2020
29
If I were to CTB soon, I would do my best to go to Iceland. It's just one of my dreams. I might need to sell my car or most of my belongings for the tickets but it will worth it. Think about the places you want to travel too and see if you can do it.
 
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Ghost2211

Archangel
Jan 20, 2020
6,016
Man, I completely feel you. My ex moved on too. I'm just waiting for the right time.
 
HorribleFeelings1

HorribleFeelings1

Its a hard knock life
Jan 18, 2020
321
Saw my ex fiance today, it was bittersweet. Said our goodbyes to eachother. She's already seeing someone else, and I hope he makes her happy. My time has finally come and I know now what I must do. I've had a pretty miserable life with some short flashes of happiness, unfortunately the happy moments will never come again. I've been on the verge of ctb for quite a long time. But after seeing her I know now that I must go. It's time for me to leave this reality. If I can't achieve my dreams of a family I don't wish to exist here any longer. I'm tired of being alone. I can't continue on any longer.
Going to be ordering sn soon when my pay from work clears, then i'll begin final preparations for my departure. Going to have to write a list of where my pets should go to. Going to be sad leaving them behind, they were the only thing keeping me going. But they aren't enough sadly. Going to think of ideas how to enjoy my final days, if you guys have any feel free to share!
If you have any close friends and family, spend time with them one more time ❤️ Let them know that it wasn't their fault at all for the cause of your departure and that they made you happy. Do what makes you happy regardless of pain. If you love the hamburgers at a fast food or restaurant, go enjoy your last meal as much as possible. If you love to dance, go to a party/rave/club one last time to enjoy it. You get the message, do what you love one more time, Those are all examples of how to enjoy life one more time till you go (: sending you lots of love and support, hit me up for more ideas or if you ever want to talk.
 
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Hopeindeath!

Elementalist
Dec 7, 2019
800
I'm sorry life has brought you to this point. I wish you peace in whatever you decide.
 

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