Final words...

[underthegun]

Hello, on the 16th Nov at around 3pm(GMT) I plan to meet my end. I have written my final note ready to post on twitter shortly before the time comes, I have done several practice runs to the train line. I used lostallhope.com to do a detailed analysis of which was the best method to use, its top methods(gun based, cyanide, exposives) are very difficult to access in Britain, my best method was therefore the train method with a 96% fatality rate with the few survivors being people who jump as the train is slowing coming into a station, I have found access midway between two stations on a high speed line, I scoured google maps, street view and earth for hours finding this spot and have done several practice runs, for extra certainty I am planning train decapitation(brutal I know) but I need to make sure. I apologise to the train driver for any harm I may cause him/her but I just end my life and your vehicle is a very certain way to do that. The only thing holding me back is fear of botching an attempt and ending up unable to make another attempt through severe injury, forced to live on in pain in a worse state than I began in. Thank you for providing this platform for me to share these word.

 

[x~Sophia~x]

Wishing you all the best and peace thereafter

 

[Iloveyouall]

I'm not a specialist but I don't think there is any chance of ending disabled if the train roll on your head or your neck. I don't know your reasons to ctb and I don't judge you about that but even if you apologize to the driver, consider that it could harm them psychologicaly pretty badly and basically it always has a chance to traumatize them no matter your words. If you feel the need to talk, to vent or rant, if you feel it could help you in anyway please don't hesitate to talk to us.
I wish you find peace, no matter what you will choose to do.

 

[botanormal]

Your fears are completely understandable, I really hope everything goes as expected for you and I wish you nothing but peace. Remember if you ever feel like changing your mind, it's absolutely okay to do so. But if not, I wish you safe travels on your journey. Thank you for sharing with us, and good luck!