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Fentanyl overdose deaths are so high in US, It is way more available then nembutal. Then choosing fentanyl is no brain. So what i'm missing.
 
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VapeAway

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If only I could get an access to fentanyl... but I'm not in the US.
 
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Tried it and failed. Prolly cause i took it orally. I say go for fent if you are ready to snort or inject things in your body. For me i just prefer taking things orally so next time i'll prolly try it with N.
 
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Fent is hard to get. You'd be surprised. People don't wanna sell it, unless you're connected in drug circles.
 
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Tried it and failed. Prolly cause i took it orally. I say go for fent if you are ready to snort or inject things in your body. For me i just prefer taking things orally so next time i'll prolly try it with N.
how much did u took
Fent is hard to get. You'd be surprised. People don't wanna sell it, unless you're connected in drug circles.
news and media, show it as if it is freely available in streets and the death numbers are astounding
 
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how much did u took

news and media, show it as if it is freely available in streets and the death numbers are astounding
i took a lot. Way over the lethal dose. But it's said to be way more effective if snorted or injected and i think that's why it failed. Also took way to long to act. It could also have not been real fentanyl or a weaker analog. I dont really know i got it on the DN.
 
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If only it was easy to get, I would love to catch the bus via fent
 
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I had a source for Fentanyl and Oxycodon in Europe, but he does not answer anymore :-( But if someone needs the guide, send me a PM.
 
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ollo

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I had a source for Fentanyl and Oxycodon in Europe, but he does not answer anymore :-( But if someone needs the guide, send me a PM.
Yeah i want to know more
 
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Fentanyl overdose deaths are so high in US, It is way more available then nembutal. Then choosing fentanyl is no brain. So what i'm missing.
I thought the drug cartels were using it to dilute the cocaine and it's more deadly.
 
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akana

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literally wish i'd done it by fenty too. just so hard to get it lmao. and theres tons of scammers out there too
 
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SuicidallyCurious

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It's deadly and it's not hard .

Someone I know CTB/overdosed (not quite clear in my mind but I suspect CTB) on fentanyl coated OxyContin. The individual was a minor in a medium size town.

If minors are getting it it can't be too hard

Obviously this is US
 
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I have the contact of a pharmacist so basically I can get everything that is medicinI (use it exclusively to help with extreme anxiety) too bad I don't have the contact of a vet for N
 
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I have the contact of a pharmacist so basically I can get everything that is medicinI (use it exclusively to help with extreme anxiety) too bad I don't have the contact of a vet for N
Is it that easy? Pharmacists and vets can't just smuggle drugs out of their clinics. Anyway. Best of luck to you. Sounds like you already got way lucky. Cheers.
 
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Is it that easy? Pharmacists and vets can't just smuggle drugs out of their clinics. Anyway. Best of luck to you. Sounds like you already got way lucky. Cheers.
Not that easy i guess but there are dealers everywhere, you just have to find them.
 
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broken_songbird

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Fentanyl overdose deaths are so high in US, It is way more available then nembutal. Then choosing fentanyl is no brain. So what i'm missing.
Fentanyl was my first choice because in the US it's cheap and it's everywhere. What I found is that unless you're a medical professional, a patient with the right medical condition (or enough money), or a street drug buyer who wasn't trying to get Fentanyl - access is incredibly limited. I haven't bought illicit drugs before, but I knew the street was my only option. In my area the Fentanyl ODs are rampant. I asked two different people if they could get it and both of them said they probably could, but not asking for it by name. I'd have to get something else and hope it was laced. Even asking was scary. So I found a better way.
 
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Fentanyl was my first choice because in the US it's cheap and it's everywhere. What I found is that unless you're a medical professional, a patient with the right medical condition (or enough money), or a street drug buyer who wasn't trying to get Fentanyl - access is incredibly limited. I haven't bought illicit drugs before, but I knew the street was my only option. In my area the Fentanyl ODs are rampant. I asked two different people if they could get it and both of them said they probably could, but not asking for it by name. I'd have to get something else and hope it was laced. Even asking was scary. So I found a better way.
I found some online marketed as 'China White'.
Online markets don't openly sell Fentynal, but it is clearly there.

If only I could work up the courage to inject it 😣
 
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I found some online marketed as 'China White'.
Online markets don't openly sell Fentynal, but it is clearly there.

If only I could work up the courage to inject it 😣
Holy hell, does it have to be injected? I didn't even know that part.
 
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Smart No More

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Depending on its form some opiods/opiates can be eaten without them working. I remember someone I knew eating an 8th of heroin when the door got kicked in by LE. It didn't do any harm to him. Not because it was weak but because it requires certain processes to happen in order for it to be bioavailable. Some you can mix with water and inject. Others require the use of an acid like citric or vit C powder and heat to dissolve it.

I don't doubt that fent has been found in cocaine but generally that's not common. It's usually used in other opioid/opiate drugs or things like fake benzos and the like.

There's stronger analogues than fent these days. Quite a few. Deaths are more commonly attributed to those now but often get put down as fentanyl because they're derivatives and reporting isn't as specific as it could be. I think some of that might be done purposely to avoid rasing awareness of these newer analogues. The average reader doesn't recognise the name but they read fentanyl and its sensational. Isotanitazine doesn't have the same clickbait potential.
 
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ready.to.go

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From what I've heard from opiate users, if you have no tolerance, you will probably throw it up. Unless you plan on shooting, it might be difficult
 
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Holy hell, does it have to be injected? I didn't even know that part.
You can definitely snort or swallow it, but you're 100% going to puke.

I snorted a TINY amount and it made me puke all night and into the next day.

Even just rubbing a small amount on my gums gets me insanely high
 
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You can definitely snort or swallow it, but you're 100% going to puke.

I snorted a TINY amount and it made me puke all night and into the next day.

Even just rubbing a small amount on my gums gets me insanely high
Damn. Puking sucks. I'm not surprised about a small amount having that effect. I first heard about it at a seminar and they really emphasized how effective it is for the price. What kind of effects did it have? Like, sleepy or speedy or...?
 
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You can definitely snort or swallow it, but you're 100% going to puke.

I snorted a TINY amount and it made me puke all night and into the next day.

Even just rubbing a small amount on my gums gets me insanely high
Injecting will do the same. As would smoking.



Puking wasn't something I ever experienced but I saw others puke. Many of them never puked if they used again though its an odd thing and I'm not sure why it happens.
 
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Damn. Puking sucks. I'm not surprised about a small amount having that effect. I first heard about it at a seminar and they really emphasized how effective it is for the price. What kind of effects did it have? Like, sleepy or speedy or...?
Euphoria, itchiness, sleepy or energetic (higher dose = sleepy), calm, happy.

There have been a few nights where I couldn't sleep, I'd be awake all night making myself breath.

In lower doses it feels like you've just taken a pain pill (for example this amount on your gums) it is definably enjoyable IMG 20220808 130102
Injecting will do the same. As would smoking.



Puking wasn't something I ever experienced but I saw others puke. Many of them never puked if they used again though its an odd thing and I'm not sure why it happens.
Yeah it is really strange. Now I only throw up the morning after heavy use (heavy for me that is)

-- you're totally right, you're still going to puke if you inject, but atleast you aren't expelling the drug
 
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Euphoria, itchiness, sleepy or energetic (higher dose = sleepy), calm, happy.

There have been a few nights where I couldn't sleep, I'd be awake all night making myself breath.

In lower doses it feels like you've just taken a pain pill (for example this amount on your gums) it is definably enjoyableView attachment 97890

Yeah it is really strange. Now I only throw up the morning after heavy use (heavy for me that is)

-- you're totally right, you're still going to puke if you inject, but atleast you aren't expelling the drug
Wow. Yeah, that's not very much at all. That's crazy.
 
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So even if one could find opioids, I suppose an AE would be a must.
 
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So even if one could find opioids, I suppose an AE would be a must.
Only really if you intend to ingest it/them by mouth. Honestly I don't think it would make much difference then either though because once it's reached your liver and in your system in a way that makes you puke you're already over the top. No amount of vomiting will purge it at that stage. I suppose for the sake of comfort it might be worthwhile but people do have some uncomfortable side effects from AE's ao it might be worth testing those waters way beforehand.

Some opioids won't work so well if you eat them too. They can need an acid to be made bioavalable when injecting. Those ones don't appear to do so much when eaten. I know somebody who ate an 8th of an ounce (3.5g) to avoid getting busted and that amount should kill even an addict. It didn't. He had a bit of dry mouth though lol.
 
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Fentanyl overdose deaths are so high in US, It is way more available then nembutal. Then choosing fentanyl is no brain. So what i'm missing.
I think fetanyl is objectively better than nembutal in every way. Go on any opiate forum, or ask any opiate user who's ever overdosed and ask them what it feels like. They either say they don't remember it at all, or they say it was Bliss and then nothing. We don't have these kinds of first-hand accounts of people that actually died and were revived for nebutal. The only thing that I could see being unpleasant is that some opiate users get intense nausea, I imagine you can counteract this by doing so much, intravenously for instant effects, that you immediately go unconsciou. Many opiate users also endorse antiemetics as extremely effective for nausea management
 
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Lookingtotalk

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Fentanyl overdose deaths are so high in US, It is way more available then nembutal. Then choosing fentanyl is no brain. So what i'm missing.
If i go to my inner city and any 'trap' house, i am white with no connect, they will not sell me shit, if i was black they would, but since im white i need a connect which i do not have, its not easy to get unless u actually are in drug circles and i am not
 
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Smart No More

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If i go to my inner city and any 'trap' house, i am white with no connect, they will not sell me shit, if i was black they would, but since im white i need a connect which i do not have, its not easy to get unless u actually are in drug circles and i am not
Maybe you could join a drugs forum and find a connection that way.
 
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