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evey8112

evey8112

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I ordered fent pills and they finally came in. Going to CTB here soon just need to get everything in order. I currently live with my mom and grandma i do not want them finding me. Any ideas on good spots to CTB? i like nature so might go into a park or something thing is i have to be away from people so they do not save me AGAIN! i am open to any ideas. Will update once i am about to take them.
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FuneralCry

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It does sound nice ctb in an nature location, I guess that the best spot is anywhere that you won't be found too early. I wish you freedom from suffering.
 
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thebunny

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it seems like nature is your best option to go if you don't want anyone finding you quick. plus, i think it'd peaceful. just listening to the trees rustling, the birds chirping, and what not. however, you could also go for a hotel/motel room. i hope you find peace within yourself soon. best wishes 🫂
 
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I assume youre from the USA right? Is it really thst easy to get stuff laced with fent??

I would give an arm for that, you guys are so lucky to be in the USA..
 
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Going outside, in nature is a nice idea that many of us share.
However with any opioid overdose you risk being found and someone carrying (or the EMS bringing) naloxone.
I would probably try and pretend you are out for a picnic. With blanket and all. Just taking a nap maybe. Or truly find a secluded spot that is off the beaten track. A public park would have way too many visitors and would likely be too close to a hospital/EMS station i.e. "help" would be able to come very quickly.

Maybe a state park? A more remote area? A campground where you can pitch a tent and have some privacy?
 
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I assume youre from the USA right? Is it really thst easy to get stuff laced with fent??

I would give an arm for that, you guys are so lucky to be in the USA..
Yes i am in US, But i ordered these off the black market and i believe you can find a vendor that ships worldwide.
Going outside, in nature is a nice idea that many of us share.
However with any opioid overdose you risk being found and someone carrying (or the EMS bringing) naloxone.
I would probably try and pretend you are out for a picnic. With blanket and all. Just taking a nap maybe. Or truly find a secluded spot that is off the beaten track. A public park would have way too many visitors and would likely be too close to a hospital/EMS station i.e. "help" would be able to come very quickly.

Maybe a state park? A more remote area? A campground where you can pitch a tent and have some privacy?
Yes, I think the best spots are either a hotel room or state park somewhere secluded. I really want to be in nature though it will make the process of doing it much easier i think i will go with that.
 
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Yes i am in US, But i ordered these off the black market and i believe you can find a vendor that ships worldwide.

Yes, I think the best spots are either a hotel room or state park somewhere secluded. I really want to be in nature though it will make the process of doing it much easier i think i will go with that.

There is no fent in europe.

If you know someone who can ship here please PM me.

I dont see anyone in the USA shipping pills to another continent , it has to go through customs it would never pass :(
 
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Mtnwildflowers

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Yes i am in US, But i ordered these off the black market and i believe you can find a vendor that ships worldwide.

Yes, I think the best spots are either a hotel room or state park somewhere secluded. I really want to be in nature though it will make the process of doing it much easier i think i will go with that.
State parks might be kind of busy depending on your location. Just don't want anyone walking by who happens to be hiking with Narcan (if that even happens)
 
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Sep 6, 2022
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Best of luck and I wish you a peaceful journey. See you on the other side. 😎
 
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This seems like such a peaceful way to go. For anyone who hasn't done opioids, it is one of the euphoric feelings on the planet.
 
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