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I think like men. I am more logical. But does my female brain still affect my thinking process? If that's the truth, i hate it. I hate having a female brain. Females are physically and emotionally weaker than men. Females are more prone to suicidal thougts but men are more successful in killing themselves, proves that females are inefficient even when they don't want to live. I hate being born as a female. I may be more logical than most women, but who knows what's truly inside my cerebral cortex? I feel inferior to men. Really just want to blow my fucking brain with a gun right now.
 
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Statistics show that people afab (assigned female at birth) are more likely to attempt suicide and people amab (assigned male at birth) are more likely to die by suicide, even with fewer attempts. People amab tend to use messier methods, things that leave more cleanup, like jumping, firearms, or hanging. People afab are more likely to use less lethal methods that are less likely to be messy (which came first? Chicken or the egg? Same type of deal, we don't know exactly). So that's things like OD or cutting. No sex or gender is biologically weak. They are simply wired differently, and both struggle immensely with depression in different ways. Both can die from can.
 
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I'm generally more logical but I'm cursed with pursuing what I consider a real love. That's when I get emotional and all of my reason flies out of the window.

I'm sure something to suppress oestrogen might put paid to that but I rail at the idea of fucking my body up just because people have been an epic letdown (with eating disorders and self harm apparently being okay.. more non-logic).
 
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What leads you to believe that men think more logically than women? This does not coincide with my experience. If anything, the representatives of both sexes think equally illogically.
 
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I'd say women generally are more empathic wheras men more analytical. As to logical both men & women have logical traits they're just different.
 
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I'm generally more logical but I'm cursed with pursuing what I consider a real love. That's when I get emotional and all of my reason flies out of the window.

I'm sure something to suppress oestrogen might put paid to that but I rail at the idea of fucking my body up just because people have been an epic letdown (with eating disorders and self harm apparently being okay.. more non-logic).
Exemestane (Aromasin) can be used to regulate estrogen/oestrogen in the body. Within several blood tests, you can pretty easily and quickly find an amount that would lower e, but not to the point that it would cause any side effects. But, like many hormone drugs, expect to have to use it for the rest of your life. Not a big deal, it's cheap and readily accessible. Probably less than $1/week.
 
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Exemestane (Aromasin) can be used to regulate estrogen/oestrogen in the body. Within several blood tests, you can pretty easily and quickly find an amount that would lower e, but not to the point that it would cause any side effects. But, like many hormone drugs, expect to have to use it for the rest of your life. Not a big deal, it's cheap and readily accessible. Probably less than $1/week.
Yeah, I guess it gets used as a cancer treatment too.
 
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I think like men. I am more logical. But does my female brain still affect my thinking process? If that's the truth, i hate it. I hate having a female brain. Females are physically and emotionally weaker than men. Females are more prone to suicidal thougts but men are more successful in killing themselves, proves that females are inefficient even when they don't want to live. I hate being born as a female. I may be more logical than most women, but who knows what's truly inside my cerebral cortex? I feel inferior to men. Really just want to blow my fucking brain with a gun right now.
Women experience physical pain differently than men - that may be a reason for differences in methods and success rates.
 
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Statistics show that people afab (assigned female at birth) are more likely to attempt suicide and people amab (assigned male at birth) are more likely to die by suicide, even with fewer attempts. People amab tend to use messier methods, things that leave more cleanup, like jumping, firearms, or hanging. People afab are more likely to use less lethal methods that are less likely to be messy (which came first? Chicken or the egg? Same type of deal, we don't know exactly). So that's things like OD or cutting. No sex or gender is biologically weak. They are simply wired differently, and both struggle immensely with depression in different ways. Both can die from can.
I don't want to be a dumb emotional support woman. That makes me feel inferior as fuck. I'd rather be an unemotional logical man in combat suit. Makes me feel powerful. And having a hole which allows just anyone with a dick to force-fertilize me before they leave me to suffer alone certainly helps setting the reality that i am just a female, with weaker muscles and weaker logic. Fuck this world.
 
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I don't want to be a dumb emotional support woman. That makes me feel inferior as fuck. I'd rather be an unemotional logical man in combat suit. Makes me feel powerful. And having a hole which allows just anyone with a dick to force-fertilize me before they leave me to suffer alone certainly helps setting the reality that i am just a female, with weaker muscles and weaker logic. Fuck this world.
Logically, you would get the Nexplanon contraceptive and not have to worry about becoming pregnant for 4-5 years at a time.
 
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Logically, you would get the Nexplanon contraceptive and not have to worry about becoming pregnant for 4-5 years at a time.
Living in a third world muslim country, yeah this ain't gonna happen. Thanks though.
 
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I certainly am mentally weak, and that is why I have struggled in life so much. It is nothing to do with the fact that I am female, I am just not meant for this world and I have low intelligence and I just cannot cope with life well. However many women have ctb and eventually I will be one of them no matter what.
 
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I don't want to be a dumb emotional support woman. That makes me feel inferior as fuck. I'd rather be an unemotional logical man in combat suit. Makes me feel powerful. And having a hole which allows just anyone with a dick to force-fertilize me before they leave me to suffer alone certainly helps setting the reality that i am just a female, with weaker muscles and weaker logic. Fuck this world.
There's nothing wrong or dumb about being a person with the mental strength and capacity to support others. If there were more of those, there'd be less of us. You know what's inferior? Running from others when they need you.

'Unemotional logical man in a combat suit'? You mean the guys who end up with PTSD? People aren't robots.

There's absolutely nothing wrong with being a woman and having femininity. We're not inferior, we're different.
 
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Stop worrying about stupid stereotypes. Be you.
 
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fox_wannabe

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Stop worrying about stupid stereotypes. Be you.
She is living in a muslim country, she probably has stereotypes imposed on her 24/7 I am afraid.

My condolences. I can imagine It is not good to be female in muslim country. I bet It would be better in Europe or US. If you were born there for sure you would not feel inferior. Girls do better here in school than boys and are not treated as inferior. I think It is influence of your country that you feel this way.

About the forced or unwanted pregnancies:
If you cannot use contraceptives. I was looking through wikipedia and found that some herbs cause miscarriage's and can cause abortion. If you do not want to get pregnant I would advise to closely study your behavior and female reproductive biology and just keep your husband at distance when you are fertile.
 
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There's nothing wrong or dumb about being a person with the mental strength and capacity to support others. If there were more of those, there'd be less of us. You know what's inferior? Running from others when they need you.

'Unemotional logical man in a combat suit'? You mean the guys who end up with PTSD? People aren't robots.

There's absolutely nothing wrong with being a woman and having femininity. We're not inferior, we're different.
Yeah, with all that love you still have lesser chance of survival against the world. Prioritizing your feelings and make illogical decisions? Hell no. I have no problem with feminine women, it's just not for me. Weak muscles. Weak mind. Femininity is more vulnerable than masculinity, and i do not want to be vulnerable.
She is living in a muslim country, she probably has stereotypes imposed on her 24/7 I am afraid.

My condolences. I can imagine It is not good to be female in muslim country. I bet It would be better in Europe or US. If you were born there for sure you would not feel inferior. Girls do better here in school than boys and are not treated as inferior. I think It is influence of your country that you feel this way.

About the forced or unwanted pregnancies:
If you cannot use contraceptives. I was looking through wikipedia and found that some herbs cause miscarriage's and can cause abortion. If you do not want to get pregnant I would advise to closely study your behavior and female reproductive biology and just keep your husband at distance when you are fertile.
Thanks for trying to understand. Fortunately even though the majority in my country is muslim, we don't use Sharia Law. We're quite liberal compared to the Middle East. But women have to be married to get birth control. It's just a social rule, not an official one. In terms of education it's pretty fair right here in my country.
 
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Yeah, with all that love you still have lesser chance of survival against the world. Prioritizing your feelings and make illogical decisions? Hell no. I have no problem with feminine women, it's just not for me. Weak muscles. Weak mind. Femininity is more vulnerable than masculinity, and i do not want to be vulnerable.
I can't really argue with any of that.

I do understand your logic, I just.. feel like those around you may be more deserving of the hate for creating such a shit situation for women, no matter our inherent weaknesses.
 
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fox_wannabe

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Jul 7, 2021
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Yeah, with all that love you still have lesser chance of survival against the world. Prioritizing your feelings and make illogical decisions? Hell no. I have no problem with feminine women, it's just not for me. Weak muscles. Weak mind. Femininity is more vulnerable than masculinity, and i do not want to be vulnerable.
You kinda sound like my mom tbh >~<'
 
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I can't really argue with any of that.

I do understand your logic, I just.. feel like those around you may be more deserving of the hate for creating such a shit situation for women, no matter our inherent weaknesses.
I don't hate women, i hate this world. Hence why i'm a hardcore antinatalist because i, like all women, got the shorter end of the stick by nature. Just because our bodies care more about preparing ourselves for pregnancy rather than actually giving us more muscles or agility to survive. To hell pregnancy and natalists.
 
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summers

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Stop worrying about stupid stereotypes. Be you.
The problem for many females on these forums are religious (mainly) or cultural standards don't allow them to be themselves. Unfortunately, not everyone lives in the US or Europe.
 
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TheHatedOne

Death is salvation
Sep 26, 2021
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I feel ya. I identify as non-binary but I'm female born and I dislike everything about my biological sex. I hate how emotional and hyper sensitive I am. I try my best to be cold and logical but many times I just fail. I also despise how nature made our design be centered only around reproduction.
 
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I feel ya. I identify as non-binary but I'm female born and I dislike everything about my biological sex. I hate how emotional and hyper sensitive I am. I try my best to be cold and logical but many times I just fail. I also despise how nature made our design be centered only around reproduction.
We're all designed around reproduction. We're just genetic photocopiers.
 
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chocolatebar

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Jul 11, 2021
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We're all designed around reproduction. We're just genetic photocopiers.
Photocopiers that won't do anything else than replicating themselves. We're just useless machines in the end.

useless-useless-box.gif
 
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We're all designed around reproduction. We're just genetic photocopiers.
Somehow females are more centered around this. The existence of periods, their immunity system going weaker around period time in order to get pregnant more easily for if it was strong it would kill the sperm, being fatter for pregnancy and probably other things that I can't mention right now since I forgot them.
 
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Somehow females are more centered around this. The existence of periods, their immunity system going weaker around period time in order to get pregnant more easily for if it was strong it would kill the sperm, being fatter for pregnancy and probably other things that I can't mention right now since I forgot them.
Well yeah, women are the ones who have to incubate it. But men are programmed to go around spreading seed, aren't they?
 
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TheHatedOne

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Well yeah, women are the ones who have to incubate it. But men are programmed to go around spreading seed, aren't they?
Definitely. But after spreading seed women are in the main role.
 
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I think my brain is mostly female, tbh.
 
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I feel ya. I identify as non-binary but I'm female born and I dislike everything about my biological sex. I hate how emotional and hyper sensitive I am. I try my best to be cold and logical but many times I just fail. I also despise how nature made our design be centered only around reproduction.
So sorry for you, being born female sucks. Luckily i've never been affected by my hormones, so i've never experienced mood swings or period pain. Still, the world sees me as a weak person whose purpose in life is to give birth.
Somehow females are more centered around this. The existence of periods, their immunity system going weaker around period time in order to get pregnant more easily for if it was strong it would kill the sperm, being fatter for pregnancy and probably other things that I can't mention right now since I forgot them.
Fuck this fuck this fuck. I just want to die right fucking now.
 
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