Venting Feeling useless

[Rikqkard]

I suppose recently I just feel as if life is pretty useless. I go through the motions and nothing sticks anymore. Like the light has faded almost. I just don't see myself making it past the night of this party I have planned for my 22nd. After that I just can't see a good future at all. I don't have a planned method or anything but I'm certainly capable of finishing things up here before that date. I just have so little to look forward to anymore. IDK man. I suppose I'm just really venting about it though.

 

[FuneralCry]

The way that you feel really is understandable, I get that it's dreadful having to suffer in this existence but anyway best wishes.