Venting Feeling sorry for myself.

[Acopia]

So, I've posted about this before.
Seeing as MH services have decided I'm not sick enough for help, I've started smoking a bit of weed now and then.
So far, the effects have been really good! Suicidal and self harm thoughts have been minimal.

But, I've just got another batch (my bf gets it for me from a friend of his because he doesn't want me going to randomers or getting sucked back in with the people who I used to know in my 'bad' life). But this batch is shit, there's no buzz whatsoever! I like getting stoned and belly-laughing to random comedies, it makes me feel normal. He won't go buy me any more weed though until I finish the stuff I've got, so I'm stuc

With this new batch, I don't even get the tiniest buzz. I'm fairly new to the world of weed but I don't think it's anything I'm doing wrong seeing as I got so high from the last lot.
Now the self harm impulses are coming back and I'm trying so hard to suppress them, but it's tough!

I'm just feeling sorry for myself because my one crutch (although illegal) has been taken from me.
I need hugs and motivation to keep pushing through.

-Acopia

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

I used to live in a place where almost all one could get was shitty weed, so we made gravity bongs in the sink with 2-3L soda bottles and ice water. Even the shittiest weed will knock you in your ass with a gravity bong.

 

[Life_and_Death]

do you know the thc % or if its sativa or indica. you should check out leafly. it tells you about a lot of different weed, the pros cons and what it helps with and the side effects

 

[Acopia]

do you know the thc % or if its sativa or indica

I've got no idea, I don't know anything about how to tell these things.. I've tried to learn from google but haven't got very far! Ooh thanks for that info, I'll check it out.

I used to live in a place where almost all one could get was shitty weed, so we made gravity bongs in the sink with 2-3L soda bottles and ice water. Even the shittiest weed will knock you in your ass with a gravity bong.

I used to (years ago) smoke bongs exclusively. I have considered getting one and smoking this stuff that way.

 

[Life_and_Death]

I've got no idea, I don't know anything about how to tell these things.. I've tried to learn from google but haven't got very far!

wanna pm me? i know a bit and what i dont know i can google lol. typically im against newbies but im more against me starting them on it. but ill help you if you want

 

[Acopia]

wanna pm me? i know a bit and what i dont know i can google lol. typically im against newbies but im more against me starting them on it. but ill help you if you want

Aww thank you so much, I'll pm you tomorrow and we can try to work it out together.
Thanks!
-A.xxx

 

[Life_and_Death]

Aww thank you so much, I'll pm you tomorrow and we can try to work it out together.
Thanks!
-A.xxx

no problem

 

[Deleted member 17949]

My dad grows small amounts of decent weed for personal use, which is probably nice for him I guess.

 

[Lilacmoon]

I hope you figure out something to help you as another crutch to make things a little bit less painful for you. Supportive hug.