Feeling pathetic

[Fire&Ash]

Does anyone just feel pathetic? Like they do nothing right and don't accomplish anything? That's me. Would like if anyone can sympathize with me

 

[s1mplem3]

All my life I had to fight for my future and no matter what I do I'm not moving forward.

 

[The Dark Chaos]

I put in all myy efforts to make things right but in the end everythingg goes wrongg. Miserably wrong.

 

[Fire&Ash]

Can you both go into details?

 

[madbananas]

Things seem to start off so well for me but typically end in significant disappointment and heartbreak. I feel pathetic because I become overly-attached to specific people (happened twice - both 10-23 years older than me) and it ruins everything. Other people like to interfere in these connections and impose their own stigmatising ideas that two adults shouldn't share a bond because of age gap/social class etc. I don't feel pathetic for being suicidal because at the end of the day everyone I love abandons me so by me being suicidal simply means I am wanting to do to me what everyone else has done to me.

 

[KiraLittleOwl]

I feel pathetic because of failure to achieve my goals, it wasn't something insurmountable. I feel pathetic because I have nothing left to be proud of. I feel pathetic because I never overcame my mental illnesses.

 

[theguineapigking]

I feel like a piece of shit. I live at home at age 21, work part time at a retail job, and have no motivation. I used to solder electronics and thought I stood a chance at fixing iPhones. Well, I ****** it up. I suck at everything I do.

But logically, we all are born the way we are. We don't have control over the type of brain we have(mindset and thought process..depression for example)or life that we're born into. I feel that logically, I shouldn't blame myself for not being able to do something that I simply cannot do. But I still hate myself anyways. I felt like killing myself over failing something.


I'm so sorry that you guys are going through so much pain... but having a rough life and making some bad choices doesn't mean you're pathetic. It's easy to be hard on yourself(I should know)

 

[Arrow]

fundamentally i've fucked up pretty much everything i've ever tried. to the point where it's funny even to me.

 

[GoBack]

I feel pathetic because I gave up. I didn't know that was possible to do but here I am. And its way more painful than if I had kept going when things got impossible cause they might have turned around if I had gave it all one more try

 

[gus.nixon]

I was born into a messed up situation. Abusive mother, both sexually and physically. I'm going back decades here but I believe that she wouldn't have been able to get away with what she did today. Back then it was different. Teachers/doctors just turned a blind eye. I started drinking in junior high school (13 years old). I'd raid my parents liquor cabinet and pour a little of this, little of that into a plastic cup and add some kind of soda. Pepsi, 7-Up, whatever. I was drinking for effect the moment I started drinking. I never got a chance to heal those initial wounds. I'd give anything to be able to do it over differently but such is life. Some of us win, some of us lose. But yeah, to answer the question, yep, I feel pathetic. Pathetic to my core.

 

[StillWaiting]

me too. lost the motivation to get myself together.

 

[a_strange_day]

I'm the definition of pathetic. Mid forties, alone, unable to have social interactions with anyone beside my shrink, spending my days lying on the couch and living on disability payments. Not even able to kill myself. Pathetic should be written on my ID.

 

[hippiescum]

I was born into a messed up situation. Abusive mother, both sexually and physically. I'm going back decades here but I believe that she wouldn't have been able to get away with what she did today. Back then it was different. Teachers/doctors just turned a blind eye. I started drinking in junior high school (13 years old). I'd raid my parents liquor cabinet and pour a little of this, little of that into a plastic cup and add some kind of soda. Pepsi, 7-Up, whatever. I was drinking for effect the moment I started drinking. I never got a chance to heal those initial wounds. I'd give anything to be able to do it over differently but such is life. Some of us win, some of us lose. But yeah, to answer the question, yep, I feel pathetic. Pathetic to my core.

Sorry to be so direct, but stop being a pussy. This is in no way an insult because I find myself being a pussy too. I have an abusive father and my brother recently commited suicide with CO poisoning. That's how I discovered this site. Anyway... you can make anything you want out of your life. Never blame your past for your present actions. You can try to keep fighting and try to fix your life, or you can kill yourself, it's up to you. Just don't be a coward in any way you choose

 

[SeekingMoksha]

I do feel kinda pathetic. I was talked into going to a family gathering where barely no one remembered me. I'm typing dumb because I've been drinking heavily. My boyfriend shames me for having depression. I've got nothing to lose, so now I feel it's OK to "CTB". I owe them nothing. I don't have to live. I have caused nothing but pain and apathy and for that I apologize. I can only hope that my day death comes soon.

 

[BPD Barbie]

fundamentally i've fucked up pretty much everything i've ever tried. to the point where it's funny even to me.

Same. How can one person make so many mistakes and mess up so many chances and opportunities. Blows my mind sometimes that I'm like this.