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UnrulyNightmare
Student
- Jul 3, 2024
- 102
Like the title says really.
Someone said I should be honest with them. So I was![Woman shrugging :woman_shrugging: 🤷♀️](https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/joypixels/assets/8.0/png/unicode/64/1f937-2640.png)
And for the first time I felt bad for speaking my mind about why I feel like not wanting to live this world/society.
It felt like I defiled someones way more positive view on life with my "darkness" aka my reality. I wondered out loud how anyone could want to live in, let alone bring children into, this world full of pain, war, famine, abuse etc. Just to proceed and ignore all those bad things as long as they themselves didn't have those issues.
And the other person just went quiet and it was almost like a light went out for a few moments.
And suddenly I felt like such an ass because they very clearly ignore all those issues and just happily live their (young) life.
Anyone else feel like this? How do you deal with it? I've never felt like a villain or a bad person but that moment of darkness that came over them.. felt horrible..
I know everyone lives in their own reality and everyone sees and experiences the world differently. But I don't really want to drag people out of their comfortable ignorance just to feel as bad as I do.
And then somewhere I do because I think it's the only way to change those issues. Ignoring it isn't going to change a thing.
My question being what do you think?
Do you feel bad for making, or trying to, get other people to see the world as you see it?
Someone said I should be honest with them. So I was
![Woman shrugging :woman_shrugging: 🤷♀️](https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/joypixels/assets/8.0/png/unicode/64/1f937-2640.png)
And for the first time I felt bad for speaking my mind about why I feel like not wanting to live this world/society.
It felt like I defiled someones way more positive view on life with my "darkness" aka my reality. I wondered out loud how anyone could want to live in, let alone bring children into, this world full of pain, war, famine, abuse etc. Just to proceed and ignore all those bad things as long as they themselves didn't have those issues.
And the other person just went quiet and it was almost like a light went out for a few moments.
And suddenly I felt like such an ass because they very clearly ignore all those issues and just happily live their (young) life.
Anyone else feel like this? How do you deal with it? I've never felt like a villain or a bad person but that moment of darkness that came over them.. felt horrible..
I know everyone lives in their own reality and everyone sees and experiences the world differently. But I don't really want to drag people out of their comfortable ignorance just to feel as bad as I do.
And then somewhere I do because I think it's the only way to change those issues. Ignoring it isn't going to change a thing.
My question being what do you think?
Do you feel bad for making, or trying to, get other people to see the world as you see it?