Help Feeling everything at once

[PurposeDeficiency]

So I've been severely depressed for a few months, been in a mixed state for a few weeks and now I feel like I'm completely going insane. It's as if all my feelings were taken from me and now I got them back but all at once and as extreme as possible. I've been drunk constantly the past week, punching walls, about to CTB twice, crying, laughing at everything. I never experienced this before, usually I'm just overly productive during my highs. I don't know what to do. I don't want to CTB on impulse and what if I go out in public again. It's hard to supress, isn't it? It's not just euphoria anymore, feels horrible actually, way too much to handle. Can anyone relate?

 

[Justhere]

I've been on zoloft for a about week consistently. It's honestly helped keep things stable. I would talk to your doctor.

 

[GoBack]

This happened to me before, was on a strong med and came off it cause it was makin me sick...

Anyway, all the feelings that were blocked hit me at once. Looking back I just needed some time to process it, some space. I didn't get that at the time. I know getting space is hard now in lockdown but anything you can do to just breathe through it. It will pass, it's like a storm. Go easy on yourself

 

[Justhere]

Okay