Venting Feeling better recently!

[goodbad&ugly777]

The last few days I have barely thought about killing myself. I'm still super lonely and I don't really have anyone to talk to. But I've kinda made peace with it. I don't know it's weird and a little off topic but I've been playing a lot of Minecraft and just been thinking about like the good stuff that's been happening to me recently and how I haven't been feeling super awful lately.

I've been thinking a lot about finding someone to talk to, I've been feeling a lot more confident lately and have actually been planning on asking this girl that I have a few classes with for her number or something. I've just been doing a lot better and I've found that if I just give myself things to distract my mind with I won't cut myself or think about killing myself at all. I don't know this is really just a vent but maybe this will help someone. I just hope this feeling lasts for a while longer.

Love y'all :)

 

[timf]

Sometimes a brief "up" period can be used to build a little momentum.

You might ask the gal if she would be interested in getting some coffee sometime because school doesn't give a lot of time for conversation. By suggesting a possibility, the risk is lower than asking for a number. If disinclined she might say she is real busy right now which can be a soft way to decline. She might agree in which case you could set something up.