Feeling alone

[brokensea]

I feel so alone. Just looking at the date on my computer and wondering how many days I have left.

I feel like there's no one in this world who loves me. Not a soul. I feel so empty and alone.

I wish I even had the energy to CBT right now. Feels like I can barely move, think, it's just empty.

No one will be here for me. It's just not human nature to ever love someone consistently. People get involved in their own things and you're just nothing again. Always nothing to everyone you will ever love. Everyone has their own life and people they love and their own worlds and you'll never be a part of it. If you are it's only for a short time till they find something better.

I feel so alone.

 

[FuneralCry]

Living really is so painful. I'm sorry that you are trapped in this situation, I understand the feeling of having no energy. None of us should ever have to feel so alone, it's sad how life has to be this way. I wish you relief from suffering.

 

[l0sing]

I feel so alone. Just looking at the date on my computer and wondering how many days I have left.

I feel like there's no one in this world who loves me. Not a soul. I feel so empty and alone.

I wish I even had the energy to CBT right now. Feels like I can barely move, think, it's just empty.

No one will be here for me. It's just not human nature to ever love someone consistently. People get involved in their own things and you're just nothing again. Always nothing to everyone you will ever love. Everyone has their own life and people they love and their own worlds and you'll never be a part of it. If you are it's only for a short time till they find something better.

I feel so alone.

You're not alone in the way you're feeling. You may feel it in life and a physical sense but there's many out there who understand what you're feeling. I hope one day you find some relief

 

[Nirrend]

I feel so alone. Just looking at the date on my computer and wondering how many days I have left.

I feel like there's no one in this world who loves me. Not a soul. I feel so empty and alone.

I wish I even had the energy to CBT right now. Feels like I can barely move, think, it's just empty.

No one will be here for me. It's just not human nature to ever love someone consistently. People get involved in their own things and you're just nothing again. Always nothing to everyone you will ever love. Everyone has their own life and people they love and their own worlds and you'll never be a part of it. If you are it's only for a short time till they find something better.

I feel so alone.

Hi dear mate, when I read what you've writtened here, I empathize 100%.

I know that we're all alone in fact, I understand that your message traduce your sincerity with a scream of despair from your heart.

I'm sorry because, nobody can save you from your deep feeling of loneliness... Even if we can't help you to feel totally better, remember that we're here.

For my part, I read as much messages as I can when I connect here and I know that a lot of members do the same too, because we all know what suffering mean, like you dear mate <3

So, even if we can't save you from loneliness, know that we think of you and we love you <3 and know that we are reading what you've posted here :)

If you want to chat, do not hesitate, the only problem is that I can't send PM right now and I don't know when I'll be able to do it.

Wishing you a happy and good night <3

 

[brokensea]

Living really is so painful. I'm sorry that you are trapped in this situation, I understand the feeling of having no energy. None of us should ever have to feel so alone, it's sad how life has to be this way. I wish you relief from suffering.

Thank you.

You're not alone in the way you're feeling. You may feel it in life and a physical sense but there's many out there who understand what you're feeling. I hope one day you find some relief

Thank you. It's nice here at least maybe people can understand this feeling. No one should have to but I'm glad I'm not the only one who feels this way and so let down by everyone they loved.

Hi dear mate, when I read what you've writtened here, I empathize 100%.

I know that we're all alone in fact, I understand that your message traduce your sincerity with a scream of despair from your heart.

I'm sorry because, nobody can save you from your deep feeling of loneliness... Even if we can't help you to feel totally better, remember that we're here.

For my part, I read as much messages as I can when I connect here and I know that a lot of members do the same too, because we all know what suffering mean, like you dear mate <3

So, even if we can't save you from loneliness, know that we think of you and we love you <3 and know that we are reading what you've posted here :)

If you want to chat, do not hesitate, the only problem is that I can't send PM right now and I don't know when I'll be able to do it.

Wishing you a happy and good night <3

Thank you. I feel like crying reading this. I love people so sincerely. I'm always there for the people I love. I want them in my life always. I don't want them to go away but everyone always hurts me so cruelly and leaves. It's so painful. It's so painful never to feel real love. Every time you think it's real it's just someone lying to you so they can manipulate you cause you're stupid and want love so much and they know how pathetic you are and they use you. Idk I'm so broken and sad.

 

[foreverfalling]

Yes I understand this. Everyone lives in their own world, and ultimately anything they do is for themselves and not for you. It is a terrifying feeling, like the whole world could murder you any time, and nothing is genuine, and you are not sure what to believe. The only connection I can give you is that I also feel a similar way, trapped in this prison. I wish it doesn't have to be like this for us.

 

[damaged_soul]

I know exactly how you feel. I am so freaking alone. The vast majority of days I have zero social contact with anyone, not even online. I used to have a lot of people in my life who I thought loved me and cared about me, but every single one of them left me eventually, including my best friend who abused me. Even my mom has started ignoring my messages now. I have come to realize the hard way that no one really cares. They only pretend to so that they can exploit you for their own gain.

 

[Obliviate]

It's a harsh reality to face. EVERYONE, every single person in my life has betrayed me and the only love and care I felt were through animals. The honest truth is that no one actually does care. I'm grateful to have found a platform that is a safe space where we can actually talk about these things. The advice I would give to my younger self would be trust no one, not a single soul, don't get close to anyone because they WILL abandon you. Don't think with your emotions is this empathy lacking world.

 

[brokensea]

Yes I understand this. Everyone lives in their own world, and ultimately anything they do is for themselves and not for you. It is a terrifying feeling, like the whole world could murder you any time, and nothing is genuine, and you are not sure what to believe. The only connection I can give you is that I also feel a similar way, trapped in this prison. I wish it doesn't have to be like this for us.

Wow. This is 1000 percent how I feel. I wonder that the best of us and the kind hearted souls are the ones suffering so much in this cruel world we live in. We can see what deep connection and caring is and the shallow selfish love so many people have leaves us feeling broken and alone. We know the world should be better and it's not and seems it never can be. That the love we feel is squandered and wasted and can't ever exist under the brutal fist of the world we live in where everyone is out to hurt you for their own selfish pleasure or thoughtlessness.

I know exactly how you feel. I am so freaking alone. The vast majority of days I have zero social contact with anyone, not even online. I used to have a lot of people in my life who I thought loved me and cared about me, but every single one of them left me eventually, including my best friend who abused me. Even my mom has started ignoring my messages now. I have come to realize the hard way that no one really cares. They only pretend to so that they can exploit you for their own gain.

I feel this so much. My family. Friends. Everyone every time it feels one by one betrays you. It can be weeks, months, years before it happens. No one can even talk to people they know about suicide because no one can handle it. No one can handle real pain and real human suffering it's too much for them and the shallow life they want to live. They will shun you, ignore you, have you locked up. Give empty platitudes and complain about your outlook or just love yourself. It just makes you feel so much more alone.

It's a harsh reality to face. EVERYONE, every single person in my life has betrayed me and the only love and care I felt were through animals. The honest truth is that no one actually does care. I'm grateful to have found a platform that is a safe space where we can actually talk about these things. The advice I would give to my younger self would be trust no one, not a single soul, don't get close to anyone because they WILL abandon you. Don't think with your emotions is this empathy lacking world.

I am with you. My life has been the same. It's so hard to live in a world like this. I feel like only my cat loves me in some way. He's all I thought about when I drove off to jump off a cliff one day. How he'd be sad if I never came home. There was not one human being I thought of that would care. That I was worried about feeling a loss from me being gone.

 

[Obliviate]

Wow. This is 1000 percent how I feel. I wonder that the best of us and the kind hearted souls are the ones suffering so much in this cruel world we live in. We can see what deep connection and caring is and the shallow selfish love so many people have leaves us feeling broken and alone. We know the world should be better and it's not and seems it never can be. That the love we feel is squandered and wasted and can't ever exist under the brutal fist of the world we live in where everyone is out to hurt you for their own selfish pleasure or thoughtlessness.

I feel this so much. My family. Friends. Everyone every time it feels one by one betrays you. It can be weeks, months, years before it happens. No one can even talk to people they know about suicide because no one can handle it. No one can handle real pain and real human suffering it's too much for them and the shallow life they want to live. They will shun you, ignore you, have you locked up. Give empty platitudes and complain about your outlook or just love yourself. It just makes you feel so much more alone.

I am with you. My life has been the same. It's so hard to live in a world like this. I feel like only my cat loves me in some way. He's all I thought about when I drove off to jump off a cliff one day. How he'd be sad if I never came home. There was not one human being I thought of that would care. That I was worried about feeling a loss from me being gone.

The best thing would be to make sure your pet's lives will be taken care of after CTB. I sometimes feel sad about how they would feel but I feel that existing in this world simply for your pet is something easier said than done. If anything happens to your pet, remember you will be waiting for them on the other side with lots of love. If you have the privilege, to have someone take care of your pets, please use it