sorrowed_ender
You should never trust the Pantaloon
- Mar 3, 2023
- 40
Been suicidal all my life, have attempted alot before in the past, but I feel pretty alone in how I feel because I'm one of the kinds of people that feel like with enoygh effort, things MAY or WILL get better to me. I dont push around this ideology onto others ofc. I know everyone here has their own reasons to CTB and I respect those who go through with their methods and I wish everyone well when they end up.succeeding. I joined this forum as a way to express my thoughts and I see this place as an excellent, non judgemental outlet for suicidal people... but am I really alone when I think things may get better for myself? I genuinely dont wanna die, I want to be happy and live and take whatever I need/can to recover. I feel like the complete opposite on how everyone feels in this forum, and I hope I dont sound like I'm pushing my beliefs onto others, I'm sorry if I am, I genuinely just want to vent and express my suicidality in a non judgemental way w/o asking for methods or asoing for help on dying and all that haha.