I can't take it anymore. I really can't I want out now.
I fear for my mother when she finds out and ultimately finds my body (I live with her and have no other methods but to use at home).
I can't overcome this final obstacle, but everyday is like the worst day in hell anyone can imagine for me. I really can't take another day.
I am unemployed and broke due to depression and burnout and can't and see no possibility of being able to have enough motivation to apply for jobs in this market, go on endless interviews and fake happiness and excitement to join a company or to perform at a job if I get one.
I don't want to go on anymore, I can't. I can't get over what she will feel being her only child.
I fear for my mother when she finds out and ultimately finds my body (I live with her and have no other methods but to use at home).
I can't overcome this final obstacle, but everyday is like the worst day in hell anyone can imagine for me. I really can't take another day.
I am unemployed and broke due to depression and burnout and can't and see no possibility of being able to have enough motivation to apply for jobs in this market, go on endless interviews and fake happiness and excitement to join a company or to perform at a job if I get one.
I don't want to go on anymore, I can't. I can't get over what she will feel being her only child.
