darkenmydoorstep
Not Waving But Browned Off….
- Sep 27, 2023
- 520
Just so fed up.
Another Saturday night doing the same thing.
Sat in a room alone whilst the guy I live with gets off his face wrecked again and the guy I've loved 3 years but never met (internet) on and off ignores me cause of his BPD/attachment issues.
I feel like I'm in the middle of a shit book that drags on and on and I'm not even the main character. Just some minor player. What a fucking existence.
And when I read some of your stories on here, my woes just sound pathetic. Which makes me feel even more pathetic.
Another Saturday night doing the same thing.
Sat in a room alone whilst the guy I live with gets off his face wrecked again and the guy I've loved 3 years but never met (internet) on and off ignores me cause of his BPD/attachment issues.
I feel like I'm in the middle of a shit book that drags on and on and I'm not even the main character. Just some minor player. What a fucking existence.
And when I read some of your stories on here, my woes just sound pathetic. Which makes me feel even more pathetic.