Venting Fear overshadows progress

[Downbylife]

So, I'm taking meds for my infection since December and after 3 months it seems they started to work finally. However I can't be happy about that cus the fear of the comeback and the minor symptoms left are overshadowing the progress in treatment. I just hate that hopeless feeling that even if it works I will live with the permanent fear of infection coming back.

Sorry for posting this, feel pretty hopeless and I had to vent for a bit.