I've found the information on partial hanging on the site, to be very uplifting. It sounds complex to get right, but on the positive, it seems as though if not interrupted, death could be achieved with little pain. I'd always thought of hanging as having to have a drop, which despite the quickness of a neck break seems harder than jumping off a cliff. I must begin to start experimenting with the "becoming unconscious quickly" element.
However, despite being dead, I have this fear of no one finding me. I don't want a parent to find me, and it is cruel for a stranger, but in a weird way, I don't want to be alone after death. The thought of just hanging in a forest as a cold body seems so lonely. It's the same sort of thought as jumping at Beachy head into a cold sea, and no search for the body till the next day. Sounds silly perhaps. What I thought I would do, is find a secluded spot in a wood, but put a note in the mail to the police, with the coordinates of "my tree", the day when I go. Hopefully it would arrive and they would come to find my body. Does this loneliness after death seem weird?
However, despite being dead, I have this fear of no one finding me. I don't want a parent to find me, and it is cruel for a stranger, but in a weird way, I don't want to be alone after death. The thought of just hanging in a forest as a cold body seems so lonely. It's the same sort of thought as jumping at Beachy head into a cold sea, and no search for the body till the next day. Sounds silly perhaps. What I thought I would do, is find a secluded spot in a wood, but put a note in the mail to the police, with the coordinates of "my tree", the day when I go. Hopefully it would arrive and they would come to find my body. Does this loneliness after death seem weird?
